| Current mood: |  rejected |
| Current music: | TOW the nanny |
Harsh days
While making my way there today, I told myself not to expect the best out of it. Moments after I stepped into the lift, I had jitters and my confidence level hit rock bottom.
I waited for four other girls to finish even though I was the third to arrive. Told myself it's gonna be fine, stay calm and don't fumble.
Although they were really nice, I gripped my fingers under the table so tight trying very hard not to mess up. They seemed to love me and suddenly she told me she had to be straightfoward about a particular flaw. I accepted it with grace but inside me it kinda crumbled. The shortcoming I had for almost all my life, people laughed at it, gave funny looks at it. I smiled and pulled through the conversation.
I told myself not to shed a tear. Upset, punctured, yes. Just only for today.
Not pinning too much hope, but still..
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