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Monkeh (monkeh) wrote,
@ 2003-08-23 23:20:00
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    Current music:The Cure- Dressing up (Live/Paris)

    just acoz
    And then there's this boy with his hand on the doorframe
    and he's tall for his age, or young for his height.
    silver onthe door couldperhaps be black
    when these wings crack and split I guess
    you have lost your way
    dark surrounds your face and all you can see
    is whatever's in your head
    this doorframe thickens and smallens

    The house cracks and falls out of the sky
    and then there's this boy
    too tall for his age
    or too young for his height. Pressure on him swells
    I never said or knew why his hands were made of silver
    or perhaps black.
    or perhaps his hands were the door.

    ____________________

    Anyone else in front of me would have had to be tragic
    with all my huffing and grumping
    I should reverse and reverse and unGrow
    I feel so unSafe anywhere today.
    I burned myselfwith the iron
    and I can't touch my own skin
    unless it is with sharp things, to pull off fingernails
    I should really stop that.
    I feel so UnSafe anywhere today, in my room
    outside, inside.
    outside, inside my skin
    my house, my whole universe.
    The streets which meet my feet
    are unsafe
    littered with their open newspapers.
    I can't walk where people talk
    I am not allowed to
    see where they be
    I can't live where they live.

    I can't open my eyes on them.
    I shall have to close them for always.
    I thought these things would change
    or go away
    But it only gets worse, every time I breathe in.



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niblet
2003-08-31 13:14 (link)
beauty. allow me to slowly drink this in...
*kaslurps on your soul*

unsafe. split wings. oh you marvelous bat.

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monkeh
2003-09-01 13:07 (link)
NIBB-0-LETT-A, in meh Bluuurty, sweeeeet :D

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niblet
2003-09-02 13:07 (link)
woah now. NOW blurty is emailing me replieses!
nib0wielet loves the eggo muffin legolaslet you!

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Are you yvonne that used to go to the mill?
(Anonymous)
2003-09-05 21:18 (link)
hi my names paul, i used to go to the gay/ les club at the mill. do ya remember me? what u up 2? i'm single at the mo, you?

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Re: Are you yvonne that used to go to the mill?
monkeh
2003-09-12 11:53 (link)
oh gosh, i dont remember the name, maybe if i saw you i'd know you :)

how did you find this page? just interested :) and i'm not single right now hehe sorry :P

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