Matt Lovato (mlovato) wrote, @ 2003-06-29 11:44:00

Current mood:

tired

-rubs his head with the tips of his fingers and sets the bottle of vodka down on the table, his eyes bleary and tired looking-

I feel like complete and utter shit. I was hyped up like hell yesterday. I was hyper and running around with the guys and just making a jackass of myself when I had to stop and think, Why am I running around being stupid when my cousin's in a wheelchair? Stupid fucker. So I sobered right up and went to see him. I hung out with him, his girl and two other chicks last night but I just wasn't into it.

Maybe I'll be better today but it's not most likely. I'm real worried about Tony even if I act like I'm not. I know he'll be alright, but I'm just a pussy wanker and worry about him anyway. He's family, what the fuck am I gonna do? Laugh it off?

Um, it feels really weird to be typing in a journal. I talked to Benji. Seems like things aren't going so good. I wish him the best of luck. It ain't easy being in love but things will work out. Look at me dishing out advice. And ones that actually make sense, too. -laughs- So yeah, that's it. Thank you and goodnight.

-picks his bottle of vodka right back up and heads outside to look for his cousin-

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	_maggs 2003-06-29 16:58 (link)
	Feel better? :-[ That was a sucky comment. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lovato__tony 2003-06-29 17:43 (link)
	-takes the vodka from you- damn, you and Amy like the vodka. Don't worry...I'ma be fine, just don't know when. If this was you, I'd be fuckin worried too...just don't worry. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	xc_aguilerax 2003-06-30 21:44 (link)
	don't worry about these things. everything in this world is transient, soon we will all get over it! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	_simplypierre_ 2003-06-30 21:57 (link)
	Hey Matt I love you. Will you eff me? Tony said no *sob* your hotter anyways haha! *points to Tony and laughs* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	kreuk__k 2003-07-01 02:51 (link)
	*Waves* Hiya Matt. Don't be so hard on yourself, and remember to try and be optimistic. (Reply to this) (Thread)