{{ IELLE }} (mlina) wrote, @ 2003-02-13 20:04:00

Current mood:	happy
Current music:	"If You're Not the One" - Daniel Benningfield

I swear, if I start blubbering I will go ahead and kick myself
I got a letter from Athens today... and in all honesty, it makes up for all the misery that I thought I'd likely face on the morrow.

Ma chere... you have no idea how much your letter means to me. And the fact that well... I don't know if I'm speaking too soon, but I'm proud of how you're handling this... and how much you've (for lack of better term) 'turned' to add a little optimism in your life.

Cher, there is so much that I'd like to say, so much that I understand will be left unsaid, but I always pray that you will remember that I am here for you -- not to 'put up' with you, chere... but to be as good a friend as I can be.

You've done so much for me in the past that I just think it's time I be there for you. *shakes head* It's no miracle, cher, that I'm hanging around for you -- it's what is carefully termed as friendship... one that I let loose of for far too long because of unresolved issues.

*laughs* I guess that conversation on msn did more than just dig up the old graves...

I needed to vent mon ami... it's been stuck inside for too long that I didn't know what the f~~~ to do with it. But that's over now and that part of me is finally at peace. I wish you the best in everything to do.

-- Remember, just holler and call, if you wish. I will excuse myself from the classroom and talk to you if that's what you need.

And *psh* I detest you thinking that you're: 'Fucked up as it is anyway.'

Doll, we're only 'fucked up' if we think we are.

Besides, some ingrate of a moron used that term to describe a particular relationship and since then I've tried avoiding that particular phrase. -- But hey, whatever rings your bell, mi bella.

BELLA -- something of a term akin to beautiful.

Yes! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! In your darkness you are, in your light, you are.

For we are all beautiful according to how those who love us see us.

Fia-petít and I see you that way... we both hope that is enough for you.

	mela 2003-02-13 07:07 (link)
	"For we are all beautiful according to how those who love us see us." *sighs* =) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	*laughs* heheh.. mlina 2003-02-13 07:13 (link)
	you goin' senti on me mel? :p -->*blinks* mela...melina...mrf. a LOT of 'm' people lately.:p (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)