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a lot of nothing (miznobody) wrote,
@ 2004-02-13 10:59:00
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    Current mood: confused

    tone down the cologne, people!
    I don't know who it is, but someone in this room is wearing way too much cologne and it is really messing up my nose. Anyway, I didn't come to update to say that.

    Tony and I had an actual conversation last night and it has been stuck in my head all day. It got me to thinking why me? What did he ever se in me? We're so incredibly different and we've lived different lives. I could probably learn a lot from him, but what could he learn from me? I don't really have much to offer. What could he possibly learn from a girl who has had practically no experiences in life? The only experiences I have had are those done with him. Sometimes when he talks to me I feel like we are on completely different levels. It's like he's this worldly, goal driven man and I'm just a kid scared of the world. It doesn't make sense to me. I know they say "opposites attract," but, I mean really, there's got to be something more to it than that. When I talk to him today I'm going to ask him what that something more is. What does he see that I don't? Okay, yeah, I'm nice and "sweet" yadda yadda yadda... But what else? A person can't get by on niceness alone, right? Why didn't he go for someone more like him? Someone more mature? Someone... not me?

    So many questions, yet so many hours til I talk to him again. I guess I'll just have to continue wracking my brain until then.

    Oh yeah, tomorrow's Valentine's Day. Blah, when you've actually got a valentine is a good way to give and receive gifts. When you don't, it's a horrible excuse to waste money. Actually even when you do have one it still can be considered as a horrible excuse to waste money. Anyhoo, since I currently do not have a valentine, I would just like to express my extreme bitterness by saying Cupid can take his arrows and shove 'em up his cherubic little ass.



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okiichichi
2004-02-13 15:28 (link)
w00t! You tell cupid!

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boredgirl260
2004-02-13 16:01 (link)
It got me to thinking why me? What did he ever se in me? We're so incredibly different and we've lived different lives. I could probably learn a lot from him, but what could he learn from me? I don't really have much to offer. What could he possibly learn from a girl who has had practically no experiences in life? I just had to say that I was thinking that exact same thing earlier. Especially about what could I possibly have to offer Lee, and what does he see in me, etc. I just wanted to say I could relate

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