| Current mood: |  enraged |
| Current music: | "My Happy Ending" ~ Avril Lavigne |
All The Memories Just Fade Away
This "I'm gonna post stuff on Blurty that makes me look better that other people" shit is already outta hand. I just wanna say this RIGHT NOW: Jason didn't even LIKE Nicole. Yeah, he hated her, and if no one believes me, ask Crystal or Jessica, his REAL friends. In fact -- NetDrummer06: He said (and quote) "I put up with her because she's Blakes best friend, And I do it because i love him." Dang Nicole, you just don't get that Oprah 6-word phrase "He's just NOT that into you", do you? Jason damn sure wasn't. Jessica also told me how Jason would tell her, "Dang, I don't even like Nicole that much, I just know she likes me, so I talk to her." Amanda is another one of JASON'S FRIENDS (not Courtney or Rae Ann -- whom he never even knew till the night of the accident -- who are NICOLE'S friends) who can attest to his dislike of Nicole. I also know that if it were ME in that coma, the only time Nicole would come see me would be if Jason took her, JUST so she and him could do something TOGETHER. She's so warped like that. And she has the nerve to say COURTNEY likes every guy and wants them to like her?!
So am I lying about that now? And on all this "missing Jason" bullshit, Crystal ALSO said -- NetDrummer06: She's acting like she's the only one that's grieving.. / Well if she was your best friend, like she says she is, then she wouldn't have blamed you in the first place. It's like shes trying to save her butt by making herself look like the helpless victim and you look like the heartless villian. That's a bunch of crap... Even I can see that. / I just thought that it was a bunch of bull for her to sit there and talk about how you dont care when shes over there so worried about a car. / she said maybe one sentence about Jason the rest was either downing you or talking about that stupid car. / Oh please. She misses her car.
Yeah, I guess I'm still on an "ego-trip" though. Whatever. My windshield is busted and I could be like Nicole and say, "She did it, I KNOW she did" just like I was accused of keying her ever-so-great Grand Am. Fuck that shit. She has issues, especially by trying to make herself look better than me.
Jason would also tell me, "Why do you wanna be friends with Courtney after what she did to you with the Drew stuff?" I would say, "I dunno, I just wish we'd be closer and put that behind us..." Boy was I wrong.... She just stops speaking to me for no reason other than that I'm just there.
I'm sure Nicole's done weaved everyone this elaborate story about how "Blake and his mom came to my house and started a fight with my parents" (which I have written proof of her saying). That's not true. We came over there to tell my side AFTER HER mother came to MY house and started with MY mom (Yolanda and Heidi were here and were both witnesses to this). Anyways, her mom and I did argue a little bit, which wasn't my intention, and we told our sides and APOLOGIZED. I left the house ON GOOD TERMS. This "fight" shit is not only a lie, but a stupid one.
Anyways, I don't care if no one talks to me. I don't need anyone. I walked away from the accident uninjured because God has something in store for me. I'll go on to do great things. I don't need anyone holding me back. Besides, people ALWAYS hear some kinda warped "Nicole's the Victim" story and just drop me without ever knowing what REALLY went on (i.e.: the time I asked Nicole to edit some footage for me and I "inconvenienced" her -- even when she DID do it, guess who had to FORCE her to? yep -- Jason). Fuck that shit. With friends like that, people don't need enemies. As my favorite quote by Oscar Wilde goes, "A true friend stabs you in the front." I'll say.
XOXO
Blake
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(Anonymous)
2004-11-06 19:53
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Go BLAKE! By the way, happy birthday!!! I forgot to call you the other day, and i'm sorry! Call me sometime and we'll go out like us grown folks do, i hafta take you out for your birthday anyways ;) And...damn Nicole, maybe you should stop tryin to be friend with gay people, or just people in general, since you tend to just stab people in the back and become totally self-abosorbed and think that because they are "gay" they want you, truth be told bitch, i wouldn't touch you with a ten foot fucking POLE. But yeah, maybe you should just give up...since your a FUCKING BITCH AND NOW YOU HAVE TWO ENRAGED GAY PEOPLE ON YOUR ASS, WATCH YOUR BACK BITCH, SOMEONE'S COMIN UP BEHIND YOU. (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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