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Rant time!
So my weight loss competition against mom started this past weekend. Whoever loses the most weight in a month wins. I have an advantage because I'm 18 and she's in her 50s so my metabolism is better, so I'm thinking of maybe letting her have a handicap. We'll see.
Scale said I weighed 139 tonight. Hopefully that's just because I had food and water in me from earlier in the day. I weighed 137 last Friday, so I definitely don't weigh 139 on a normal basis.
I keep eating. I eat as a habit, just because I always want something tasty in my mouth. Not good at all. But I'm thinking of going to the gym tomorrow morning. Too bad my good sneakers are at home. Oh well. Guess I'll jog/walk in my converse.
I am impatient and want to lose weight FAST. Guh. That means I really need to stop eating so much. I'm 7 calories under 1,000 for today, but I probably underestimated on a few foods which may bring it up to like 1,050. Oh well. At least it's under 1,200.
I need to plan out my meals and snacks for each day. I think that will help me stay on track. I just wish the weekends weren't so hard. :(
History class.... I don't even want to talk about it. I'm just so afraid that I'll fail because I'm not good at it. I really do try, I just can't keep facts and information in my head.
I have a boo-boo on my tongue. And I sound like a 3-year-old.
Dannie just left a few hours ago. It was fun having her here. I wish she liked it enough to go to school here. But, she's got San Diego to go to. Hopefully. I really want her to get accepted, she deserves it so much.
I miss my friends and David and I just want this week to end already. Maybe stress is making it hard for me to lose weight. I almost wish I hadn't graduated from HS a year early. ALMOST.
If this mandatory meeting doesn't take too long, I could theoretically go to the gym, but it's late and I wouldn't have much time there... Never mind.
Well. Hope everyone else out there is having a good week. Please encourage me to eat less and eat healthy. I need something to break me of this habitual eating (rather than only eating when necessary). Gum doesn't really do it for me.
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