missa (missas_fable) wrote, @ 2005-10-29 19:41:00

Its done... now what do i do???
I got the assignment done by 3am friday morning yaay!!! i had two hours sleep before work but all is good cos i have no homeowork for 4 months yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! Im sooo excited.. nothing but work and bball... Very cool

So i have to share with you my crush... yes thats right... i have a crush... on a boy 9 years my junior... yup hes 18... infact just 18 and about half the size of me... but boy do i have a crush... the boys names daniel and i met him at bball a few years ago... and now hes playing bball in my mixed team... Hes such a fantastic player... and did i mention i have a huge crush... its soooo ridculous... I saw him today cos i went to bball and he was refing.. and i get to play bball with him tomorow... cant wait...

But heres where it gets complicated... I also know another guy down at bball.. who ive kinda liked but always held back on cos i thought he was abit of a slut.. and god knows i dont need another one of those.. but anyways.. turns out my impressions were abit off and hes actually maybe not a bad guy... anyways... after many txt msges.. i got one from him saying that he was keen to have a relationship with me and that he thinks im hot... and yes he used that word... but anyways... im torn... cos i miss having someone... but he just isnt daniel.. and seeings how i basically live at bball and id be seeing both boys at the same time all the time.. im not sure that i could fully go for it.. cos id always be wondering what if ... with daniel.. the shit thing is that i pretty much feel like theres absolutely no chance of daniel and me.. mainly cos hes very shy and although we have a great flirty relationship.. i just dont feel like id end up with him.... So do i be with marc.. to be with someone... or do i wake up alone.. and dream of daniel??

Ohh and to complicate things more... i woke up thinking of thon this morning.. and tmged him and told him i wanted to have sex with him.. with at the time (at 8am) i did... but thats past... unfortunately the msg hasnt!!

heres one of those questiony things... got it from prues website..

The Two Things Quiz

Two Names You Go By
1.Mel
2.Missa... i love being called missa... my best friend calls me missa... I love miss too... brett calls me miss... I want my next bf to call me miss...

Two Parts of Your Heritage
1. Scottish
2. English

Two Things That Scare You
1. Being told off or getting into trouble... Makes me anxious...
2. Some mornings... being alone does...

Two of Your Everyday Essentials
1. My animals
2. My basketball

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now
1. bright pink singlet...
2. Funky blue pj bottoms

Two Things You Want In A Romance (Other Than Real Love)
1. Someone who loves my animals
2. Someone who makes my heart smile

Two Truths
1. Boys who can play bball are always sexc regardless of how they look.
2. Id quit my job in second if someone offered me a job working with animals...

Two Physical Things That Appeal to You
1. Eyes that smile
2. A boy who looks good playing bball

Two of Your Favorite Hobbies
1. Playing basketball
2. Going to the movies

Two Things You Want Really Badly
1. A job with animals... or teaching
2. To wake up next to one great man for the rest of my life.

Two Ways That You Are Stereotypically a Chick
1. I need to about everything... over and over again
2. i over think things way too much

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now
1. How lonely i feel today
2.

Two Stores You Shop At
1. Any dvd place
2. I love Robo's pet barn

	catiemay33 2005-11-01 13:22 (link)
	Oh i do love you. And I have infact missed you (Reply to this) (Thread)