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.:I can't believe it's over:. (mickeyismodest) wrote,
@ 2004-12-18 19:05:00
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    Current mood: lazy
    Current music:Northstar

    maybe if i'm lucky, i'll get drunk and forget your fucking face
    [me:] I asked you & you said you didn't. why didn't you ever tell me?
    [Jay:] because I know how much you hate smokers.
    [me:] I hate liars even more.


    Yesterday, I went shopping with my mom. It was so fucked up because we don't get along..or, you know, talk. So for us to do something..together. It was just fucked up. Then we went out to lunch, and we weren't talking, and I was telling her to say something because the silence was killing me. And all she kept saying was, "What do you want me to say?" So, then I was just rambling about some shit about Bosnia (don't ask haha). Then she decided to start talking. About the last thing I would ever want to know about. I don't want to talk about it. That put me in the worst mood. Ugh..It really made me angry. Ha, y'all are wondering what she said. But then I would have to explain everything...and I just don't want to. Don't hurt me.

    Last night sucked. Majorly.. So yeah. Ha. I have nothing to say. I hate when that happens. I don't think I've talked to my mom since last night. When the night sucked. Talked to Booger a little bit ago. I don't think he was in a good mood. Ha, this morning at like 8, I called Brian. Just because I was bored as hell. Then he said he was glad cause he was bored as hell too. Nikki!! Um, yes. I got to talk to her today as well. It was good. Then I'm supposed to help Jay with some sort of money thing, so we were talking about that. Fascinating. That's basically what's happened to me today. That and sleep. Because sleep is swell. But I'm kind of hungry..Yeah. I need comments. This thing feels lonely to me.

    Zodiac Sign: capricorn
    Nickname: everyone calls me something different
    Hair Color: dark brown with tons of red in it..people swear it's black though
    Eye Color: brown
    Piercings: yes, i have them
    Tattoos: none

    Freckles: like...4
    Wavy/Straight/Curly Hair: wavy/straight
    Hair length: long
    Color of nail: natural
    Do you bear down hard when you write? ..no
    What is on your keychain? keys..der

    School: haha that would take about a year to explain
    Car: greeen..shitty
    Have you ever worked for a resturaunt? no
    Do you have a pencil blister? no
    Do you have those little white marks under your nails? nope
    Do you have long/short nails? meh..
    What are you wearing right now? pj pants with stars on them and a red o'neil sweatshirt
    What time is it? 6:56
    Date: December 18
    Do you have a lucky number? 13
    Do you do drugs? no
    Do you smoke? No
    Do you drink? yes
    Do you have a CD burner? yes
    Who do you hate? certain people
    Who hates you? certain people
    How many buddies are on your buddy list? a lot
    How many are online right now? 8
    Which ones are you talking to? two of them
    What did you do yesterday? uh..i don't remember actually
    What did you do today? slept
    What are you doing tomorrow? i think i'm hanging out with Rese
    What are you doing this weekend? pshh..this weekend is yesterday, today & tomorrow
    What did you do last weekend? party
    What are you gonna do when this is over? eat

    Love and Relationships

    Are you currently in love? no
    Have you ever been in love? no
    Your Crush: a stupid boy..but "crush" is such a lame schoolgirl word.
    First Kiss: ha..uhh Matty
    First Boyfriend/Girlfriend: heh..i don't do it that way
    Is there anyone that you would date again? ...
    Do you believe in love at first sight? no

    The last..

    thing you ate: cookies
    thing you drank: iced tea
    thing you said: "and that's all"
    person you saw: mom
    person who called you: Matt
    person you called: Brian
    person you hugged: booger
    person you kissed: booger
    person to ride in your car: booger
    car you rode in other than your own: hmm..i always drive
    told you they loved you: donna
    movie you watched: DONNIE DARKO!!
    movie you saw in the theatre: haha i haven't been to the theatre in like 2 years
    person you gave the finger: brother
    person who gave you the finger: some chick
    person you missed: booger
    phone number called: Brian
    show watched on TV: uhh it's been a long while since i've watched tv
    song heard: northstar

    Number of continents I have visited: 1
    Number of boys I have kissed in my life: 6
    Number of boys I have french kissed: 6
    Number of girls I have kissed: 1
    Number of girls I have french kissed: 0
    Number of drugs taken illegally: None
    Number of people I would classify as "true, could trust with my life" type friends: 0
    Number of piercings: 8
    Number of tattoos: None

    Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: ugh, a lot
    Number of scars on my body: people count those?
    Number of times a person has made me scared of what they could do to me physically: try not to think about that, thank you.
    Number of things in my past that I regret: really, truly regret? one



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(Anonymous)
2004-12-18 23:20 (link)
I love you.I do.
& I am glad you & Brian talked.
Heck yeah.
Now you hurry up & IM meee.

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rockon
2004-12-19 01:15 (link)
wow i have the EXACT same relationship with my mom.
and whne we do shit together every once in a few months.....
its just so akward &we dont talk the whole time its so annoying.

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mickeyismodest
2004-12-19 01:47 (link)
wow..we're A LOT alike. it sucks not getting along with her, but whatever.

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