.:I can't believe it's over:. (mickeyismodest) wrote, @ 2004-12-16 00:14:00

Current mood:	tired
Current music:	the early november<3

I just want to close my eyes and picture myself in your arms.
I love Brian.

Today was a very blah day. But the night was good. I got to see Brian..for like five minutes, but still.. Ah, well. My mom has been gone all week. It's been nice. But she gets home tomorrow, and to say she hasn't been missed by me would be putting it mildly.

Matt has been calling me everyday. ..I didn't mind it at first, but..I don't know. It's a problem I have. Guys come off as way too clingy for me and it annoys me and end up brushing them off.

Booger IMed me today. I was surprised because it's usually me initiating conversation between us. We didn't talk for very long..but it kind of reassured me that he was the one to start talking to me. He makes me crazy/happy/frustrated/miserable/excited...but it's not love. Yet. He's fickle so it's hard to know where I stand with him.

I miss Ashley!! She's in Mexico City..bleh come back! I miss talking to you, love. Seriously. I love, love, love you! <333 Tell me what you want for Christmas!

It doesn't feel like Christmas. At all. I miss when I was younger..Christmas was like..magical back then.

Holy crap!..I was talking to Rese the other day. I haven't talked to her in like two months! It's insane. I miss her to the maximum. We had some good times back at the beginning of the year..haha yeah. Good memories with her. But then everything with Liz happened..and that kind of broke us apart. But..we made plans for the weekend. I'm not holding my breath though. My plans always fall through. But I love her.

I miss my brother. We still talk and see eachother and everything. But he's..different now. He smokes and is all up in drugs and shit. He's the most important person in my life, always has been. He's so much better than what he's making himself out to be; so much smarter than that shit. I love him so much..blah. That depresses me.

	rockon 2004-12-16 12:08 (link)
	yaaaaaa. its like 9 days till christmas or something like that? but it doesnt feel like christmas anymore. it hasnt for awhile. i miss that magical feeling so much. how something so small could get us so excited, how being with our family made us so happy. i miss it all.... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	(Anonymous) 2004-12-17 04:38 (link)
	I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I hate not being able to talk to you every night about these stupid boy problems we have. & just,klhdfjkhdfjgugdfuudf. I MISS YOOUU. Why did you only get to see Brian for five minutes?! That´s lame. But five minutes is better than nothing. I love you. ♥ [& & he IMed you.:0 !] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	mickeyismodest 2004-12-17 06:08 (link)
	Oh my god...I miss you too! So incredibly much! I only got to see him that long because he had to go back up to his place..yeah better than nothing. YES he IMed me!! We actually saw eachother today!!! I was amazed. Please tell me when you get home! I miss you & you need to be home. Actually, you need to be in MY home. I love you! ♥ ♥ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)