Michelle Trachtenberg (michelle_t) wrote, @ 2003-04-28 12:57:00

Current mood:

angry

I give up. I fucking give up. I shouldn't have said anything about it to anyone. I think about it, and I scream at myself for posting what I did. Not only did I shock the hell out of all my friends, but I'm pretty sure most of them are disappointed in me as well. I'm a big girl, okay? We all make mistakes but I don't think I made one in being with Greg. I think I made a mistake in telling you all. Eliza's shocked, I know I stunned Aly, Sarah's disappointed because she wanted me to be a nun and Tom's speechless. Vincent's pissed off but not about what I did though. Atleast I don't think so. I hope not. *frowns and sighs*

Greg's not a bad guy. Sure, Vincent beat him up, but that's just because of Greg stealing Eliza, and obviously, I'm not so happy about that in the first place. But you know what? I don't care. Even if this whole thing turns out to be a mistake, it was my mistake to make. The only thing I'm sorry about is how Greg's actions are affecting Vincent and Eliza's relationship. Just for that, I feel like crawling into a hole and, well you know.

Woo, another mopey entry. Great.

	sarahmgellar 2003-04-28 13:05 (link)
	Ahem! I had to do that cause I'm your big sister but I still love you :-*. I am not disappointed, and I love you. I trust that you know what you're doing because you're a smart young woman who knows what she wants. Never ever doubt that I love you and am behind you 110%. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	michelle_t 2003-04-28 16:58 (link)
	You're going to make me cry! I love you Sarah. Just knowing that you're not disappointed in me means a lot. *big hug* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	gregory_s 2003-04-28 17:06 (link)
	I don't want her. He can keep her. Michelle is better than Eliza. I didn't mean to do whatever I did to them. I'd talk to him but I fear for my life. I hope it wasn't a mistake. I mean, I don't think it was. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	michelle_t 2003-05-01 14:28 (link)
	Woo! I mean, I love Eliza, but.. you know what I mean. Yes I think it'd be best if you two just stayed away from each other for awhile so you don't piss him off and he doesn't kill you. I don't think it was either. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hi xkatexhudsonx 2003-04-28 20:21 (link)
	Hey Michelle. It's ok.... you did what you did and you can't take it back. It doesn't matter if they're disappointed in you its how you feel about it. Cheer up... Love always Kate (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: hi michelle_t 2003-05-01 14:31 (link)
	Aw thanks Kate! And welcome to the community. I hope you like it here. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	aly_l_hannigan 2003-04-28 21:04 (link)
	It's ok it was just a little stunning. I mean not a big stunning. I'm fine Michelle and you know I have complete belief in you to make the right decisions. I just want you to be happy. Really and truly. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	michelle_t 2003-05-01 19:50 (link)
	Thank you Aly. That means a lot to me. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: aly_l_hannigan 2003-05-02 07:27 (link)
	You're welcome Michelle, Anytime, anytime. I'm glad you're on your way, not that you weren't to being the beautiful woman I know you are. And always will be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

vkartheiser 2003-04-29 01:07 (link)

It's not just Greg's actions that are affecting me and Eliza. There's a lot more to it, he just didn't help any. And not willing to discuss any of it at length with anyone, or in my journal, so that's why it seems like suddenly Gref caused all this. Also, I'm not disappointed in you. I know you know what you're doing. I'll stop pummeling Greg, unless he hurts you, that is. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	michelle_t 2003-05-01 19:53 (link)
	I'm still sorry though because I know he's being a pain in the ass to you. You two need to just stay away from each other, I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lenked 2003-04-29 01:47 (link)
	::hugs:: I'm speechless about a lot of things lately. It's because I've stopped using the hair gel. Honest. It's not you. I don't think anyone could ever think badly of you. It's near impossible, in my opinion. :) (Reply to this) (Thread)

	michelle_t 2003-05-01 19:56 (link)
	Should I buy you some more hair gel so you can be un-speechless more often? I'm glad to hear it wasn't me though. You are so sweet Tom. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)