| Current mood: |  confused |
| Current music: | Learning to Breathe - Switchfoot |
In A Minute There Are Many Days ...
This week has been loaded with ups and downs. But isn’t that how life is … full of incredible possibilities on one hand and on the other character building challenges? Many times it’s in that minute that one stops looking then everything begins to happen.
Life continues to surprise and that my loves is a good thing. I don’t understand the world and I don’t pretend to nor will I pretend to understand what has happened in the last two days. So I’m going with the flow.
The smell of roses competes with the smells wafting through out the house the source coming from my kitchen. Cooking relaxes me and I want everything … perfect. ‘A Walk to Remember,’ is on HBO and we sing to the music. I think I surprise Love at how well I do sing. That reminds me I so have to talk to Mandy about several things. When we aren’t singing. Love sits at the counter moaning about JD. I swear that women must moan all the time, cause I bet he makes her moan when she’s with him. ::smirks and ducks from the food she tosses at me::
I carefully slice the melon and wrap it in prosciutto. Love grabs one and eats it then lunges for another. I can tell by her face it’s delicious. The Chianti is chilling along with the desserts. Yes I said desserts. Love makes with the Hannibal Lector jokes and I laugh. At least there will be plenty to talk about.
At what point do best friends realize there might be something more? What motivates you to take that step over the threshold to see if there is something else … what made yesterday different? Love points out the fact he made the date and then changed it for tonight … she says he wants to be with me. ::I shrug::
Things like life are so complicated right now. Just when I thought I had everything figured out life comes in and changes things. The first strains of the music float across the room and the tears fill our eyes as we try to sing the final song. Love looks at me and asks me what I want as she changes the channel. On screen Nat and Hayden are kissing. I wonder what happened to them. They were lovers’ first and then friends.
I smile. "Love I’m not looking for the man I can live the rest of my life with, I’m looking for the man I can’t live the rest of my life without.
Love grins and I know what she’s thinking or rather who she is thinking about. We are getting much to philosophical and besides there are still other things to be considered. I grab the remote and change the channel. I speak Russian and not Spanish; watching Nat speak Spanish cracks me up.
I finish what I can for dinner, the left is rest for tonight. Love says her goodbyes and I go out to the pool and swim. Then I sit back and begin memorizing more lines. Thankfully the day’s shoot wasn’t as grueling as first days on the set usually are. I can’t concentrate too many things are on my mind. I stretch out in the sun and gently fall off to sleep.
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