|Current mood:|| sympathetic|
|Current music:||Allman Brothers - "Whipping Post"|
... I feel so helpless.
Here I am, comfortable and content. My world is repaired and I'm regaining strength. My mind is clearing and my heart is healing.
But now is the time when everyone else needs me most. My best friend needs me. My boyfriend needs me. And I feel like I can't be there enough for them. I wish I had better things to say. I wish there was more I could do. I want them to know I care and I love them and I'm there for them. I just feel like I could be doing more. I hope things turn out ok. Death is such a scary thought. I don't care who thinks they aren't afraid of dying or what idiot says it's going to happen sooner or later. No one should die at a young age and no one should lose their parent. I want to say things will be ok and be right. I want there to be a happy ending at the end of all this. I should be more religious and pray more. Hopefully, it's not too late to say a little prayer for the both of them and their loved ones. I'm thinking of them and hope everything will be ok.
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