Meghan Passin (megg_) wrote, @ 2003-06-22 15:14:00

Current mood:	cold
Current music:	Eleanor Rigby :: Beatles.

No more.
The pain was so sudden and piercing that it brought tears to the rims of my eyelids. Now all I can do is lay on the floor of this room, curled up beside the wall and hold my stomache until the pain passes. If it ever will. Slowly and surely I will suffocate inside this mind of my own with the thoughts no one can touch wondering if and when I will ever realize what my worth is to other people. There is no more of me than what I allow others to see and whether I can accept that or not will be my choosing. Hate is no longer a strong enough word to describe my feeling.

	keri_lynn 2003-06-21 15:26 (link)
	Is that L word that means more then hate a good enough word to describe your feeling? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	megg_ 2003-06-21 15:28 (link)
	L? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	keri_lynn 2003-06-21 15:33 (link)
	Loathe? Something like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	megg_ 2003-06-21 15:34 (link)
	I use that word too much too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)