i'm just the girl whos had too many chances (maybexomemories) wrote, @ 2005-09-21 15:53:00

Current mood:	crushed
Current music:	The Spill Canvas --All Hail The Heartbraker

what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams, maybe then you'd know how i feel
and if you think i've given up on you, you're crazy.
and if you think i dont love you, then you're just wrong.

okay, just before i get started, i just want you to know.. i'm not updating this for attention, i'm just doing it because thats what i feel like, and last time i checked.. thats what these journals were for.

alright, well lately.. things have sucked. this year has has been horrible so far. i miss olivia. and things are just soo different, i feel like i'm in a whole new school or something, ahh.. i just hate it. and cory? god, i know.. i shouldnt complain, i've been waiting for things to go like this between us for forever but, he always says stuff that makes me get these ideas that he likes me or something, then i'll hear that he makes out with some girl or he likes someone else.. then he wonders why i care so much. it's just like, grr.. god. are you stupid? so i heard he wants ashley back, he likes jenna wright, lindsay jackson, kathlene anddd he made out with katie yanity. it's just, wow.. he makes everything so stressful. but so far, school hasnt been too bad. i'm getting good grades. all a's and one b. but my classes, they're just stupid. the only teacher i like is mrs. roberts, the other ones just find thier ways of annoying me. and my friends, yeah okay so i've become friends with people like ally and breanne and shane but i'm also losing friends.. god.. hannah? i dont even know. it seems like we arent even friends anymore.. and i can just picture her changing so much now because of gay stuff.. she wont even talk to me anymore or anything idk, emilie and i are still friends i suppose, but tori, idk, i mean, were friends obviously.. but like.. it's just different with her, and becca, i never ever ever talk to becca and i guess thats my fault but still. i just feel like i dont have any friends. and gina and stephanie dont act like they like me anymore so whatever. i really miss liv. she was the best friend ever and she's gonneee : ( i had so much fun with that girl.. ahh, i just hate it. fjalfjldjfafdsajaja. anddd whats worst is, i talked with kayla's family.. her face is the worst they've ever seen anyones face from any sort of accident. it's crazy, i just feel so bad. i love kayla. she doesnt deserve this. and now my grandmother is sick and she's like, depressed because of her stupid dog dying, and my mom and dad hate me. my brothers are too wrapped up with their own lives to give a shit about mine like they used to, and kenneth is leaving in october for some gay ass police academy and ahhh, i just want my old routine back..

but yeah, thats my life right now.
here's some surveys. i'm bored as hell.



The Official Fill-in-the-Blank Biography (Extended Version)
Created by dezzert88 and taken 44 times on Bzoink
Chapter 1: The Basics
Full Name	ashley morgan warren
Initials	amw
Primary Nickname	ash mostly
Other Little Nicks	idk
Sex	female
Date of Birth	3-22
Star Sign	um?
Chinese Horoscope Sign	idk
Current Location	home
Height	4' 11'' - 5'
Weight	108 i think
Hair Length	a little past shoulders
Hair Colour	light brown
Eye Colour	green, blue
Skin Tone (Light, Medium, Dark)	medium
Piercings	my ears
Tattoos	dont have any
Scars and Birthmarks	no birthmarks. lots of scars, i love them. i want more.
Chapter 2: The Background
Mother's Name	rhonda
Mother's Hometown	indiana
Mother's Occupation	idk, she works at vna
Mother's Hair Colour	blonde
Mother's Eye Colour	green, blue
Father's Name	ed
Father's Hometown	marion center
Father's Occupation	idkkk.. some drilling company
Father's Hair Colour	black/gray. ha.
Father's Eye Colour	blueee, his eyes are soo pretty.
What do you call your parents? (i.e.	um, mom and dad.. sometimes rhonda and ed
Do you get along with your parents?	they hate me
Do you live with your parents?	yes
Are your parents married/separated/divorced?	married
Do you have any step-parents?	no
Do you have any step-siblings?	no
Name/s and Age/s of Siblings	kenneth(25) christopher(20)
Do you get along with your siblings?	yes, they're wonderful.
Do you live with your siblings?	no
Name/s and Number of Pet/s	aspen(dog), kiddles(cat), eddie(horse), and a bunch of cows
Did you grow up in a different place where you live now?	no
Where did you spend your summers as a child?	um, here or at my grandmas
What was the name of your elementary school?	rayne
Did you play any sports in elementary school?	yes, tee-ball for a while..
Did you participate in any special extra-curricular activities?	umm..
Who was your favorite elementary school teacher?	mrs. marshall and mrs. malicky
What were some of your favorite TV shows in elementary school?	idk.. anything on pbs
Who were your best friends in elementary school?	camilla, breanne, amber, tia, emilie, stephanie, becca
What was the name of your junior high school?	mc creery
Did you play any sports in junior high school?	no..
Did you participate in any special extra-curricular activities?	umm..
Who was your favorite junior high school teacher?	idk, i really like mrs. roberts who i have this year
What were some of your favorite TV shows in junior high school?	i like instant star, gvb, degrassi, the real world, etc.
Who were your best friends in junior high school?	tori, stephanie, amber, emilie, becca, gina, sarah, etc.
What was the name of your high school?	havent been there
Did you play any sports in high school?	..
Did you participate in any special extra-curricular activities?	..
Who was your favorite high school teacher?	..
What were some of your favorite TV shows in high school?	..
Who were your best friends in high school?	..
Did you attend mostly private or public schools?	public
Were you ever required to wear a uniform?	no
Did you go to the same school as your parents?	um, no? is that even possible?
Did you go to the same school as your siblings?	chris was in the high school when i was in the middle school..
What is your family's cultural heritage?	irish. yes. this girl has got some pride.
Chapter 3: The Style and Fashion
What's your dress size?	idk.. dont wear dresses
What are your favorite clothing labels?	idk, ae and wet seal.
Do you prefer massive chain stores or little trendy boutiques?	umm?
Do you consider yourself materialistic?	yes
Do others consider you materialistic?	sure
Do you subscribe to any fashion magazines?	no
What brand/s of make-up do you use?	um, idk..
What's your choice of shampoo or conditioner?	either dove, tresemme, herbal essence, pantene or fenesse
Have you ever gotten a Japanese perm?	no
How often do you get a manicure and pedicure?	i dont. i do those by myself.
Do you ever colour or highlight your hair?	no, but i wanna get auburn highlights..
Do you own a pair of UGG's?	idk what that is
Do you own a high end designer handbag?	no
Do you own any Louis Vuitton luggage?	no
Do you own more than one item from Tiffany & Co.?	no
What's usually on your wrist?	my hair ties? and my 11:11 AM bracelet.. along with my "rock the arts"
How long does it take you to get dressed each day?	like, half an hour including make-up and stuff
How would you define your typical dressing style?	idk, jeans and a cute top is fine with me
Are you obsessed with expensive designer brands?	no
Describe your perfect pair of jeans	they're from ae.. and yeah, they're cute. idk?
Do you judge other people based upon how they're dressed?	not really.. i try not to
Do you have a signature scent?	not really
Chapter 4: The Favorites
City	chicago, damn do i love that place.
Vacation Spot	ocean city, md
Sport	idk
Food	idk
Dessert	idk
Drink (Non-Alcoholic)	ice tea
Drink (Alcoholic)	strawberry margiritas
Eating Location	mc donald's, hoss's, or olive garden
Ice Cream Flavour	dont like ice cream
Season	summer or winter
Holiday	christmas and the fourth of july
Actor	johnny depp
Actress	rachel mc adams
Athlete	idk
Athletic Team	idk
Decade	idk
Recent Memory	idk
Older Memory	idk
Number	24
Colour	green, purple
Word	queer, penis, slam, whore, flatter, etc.
Phrase	idk
Magazine	cosmo girl
Tacky Pick-Up Line	idk
Language	um, french?
Country/ies	IRELAND
Flower	rose
Girl's Name	adrienne
Boy's Name	shane
Chapter 5: This or That?
Lefty/Right	right
Rock/Country	rock
Diamonds/Pearls	diamonds
Blondes/Brunettes	brunettes
Puppies/Kitties	puppies
Contacts/Glasses	contacts
USA/Canada	usa
Gold/Silver	silver
Hummer Limo/Stretch Limo	hummer limo
Gatorade/Powerade	neither
Diet Coke/Regular Coke	regular
McDonalds/Burger King	mc donald's
Chicken Fingers/Chicken Nuggets	they're pretty much the same thing
Skiing/Snowboarding	skiing
East Coast/West Coast	idc
Jay-Z/Snoop Dogg	neither
Jennifer Aniston/Angelina Jolie	angelina jolie
Marissa Cooper/Summer Roberts	idk
George Bush/John Kerry	john kerry. george bush is an asshole.
Britney Spears/Christina Aguilera	idc
Lindsay Lohan/Hilary Duff	idc
Tim Horton's/Starbucks?	idc
Snow Day/Spring Day	snow day
London/Paris	paris
New York/L.A.	L.A.
Golden Retriever/Chihuahua	golden retriever
Morning Person/Night Person	night person
Chocolate/Vanilla	vanilla
Shower/Bath	both
Love/Money	love
Nike/Adidas	neither
Target/Walmart	target
AIM/MSN Messenger	aim
Blahnik/Birkenstock	idk
Janice Dickinson/Twiggy Lawson	idk
City Mouse/Country Mouse	both
Winter Olympics/Summer Olympics	summer olympics
NCAA/Professional Sport Leagues	idk
Mexican Food/Italian Food	italian
Pink Wristband/Yellow Wristband	pink?
Summer Wheatly/Pedro Sanchez	pedro sanchez
Chapter 6: Do You...
Shower every day?	yes
Write little memos on your hand?	yes
Have any special sleeping requirements, i.e. lights off, left side, etc...	lights off, music has to be playing
Have your driver's liscense?	no
Hold citizenship to more than one country?	no
Exercise?	yes
Think you're attractive?	no
Like yourself?	not really
Have any weird little habbits?	sure
Chapter 7: Have You Ever...
Gone skinny dipping?	no
Smoked a cigarette?	no
Smoked a cigar?	no
Smoked anything else?	no
Kissed a member of the same sex?	no
Been in love?	no
Been heartbroken?	yes
Shoplifted?	..idk, sort of
Been in a fight?	not a fist fight..
Snuck out of you're parent's house?	no
Been chased by the cops?	no
Made out with a stranger?	no
Had sex with a stranger?	no
Lied to a friend?	yes, everyone has
Had a crush on a teacher?	no
Skipped school?	no
Been expelled/suspended?	no
Thrown up in public?	yes
Seen someone die?	no
Been to Mexico?	no
Been to Europe?	no
Been to the Carribbean?	no
Been to Australia?	no
Flown first class?	no
Taken pain killers?	yes
Taken sleeping pills?	yes
Taken drugs?	no
ODed?	no
Got alcohol poisoning?	no
Been in an abusive relationship?	no
Rode in a limousine?	no
Gone SCUBA diving?	no
Gotten stung by jellyfish?	almost, haha but hannah saved me..
Gotten stung by a bee?	yes
Failed a subject in school?	yes
Made a snow angel?	yes
Written a letter to Santa Claus?	yes
Slept in your parent's bed because you were scared of something?	yes
Been to sleep-away camp?	no
Been on a 3+ day canoe trip?	no
Been called a bitch?	yes
Been called a tease?	yes
Been called a prude?	probably
Been called a whore?	yes
Had detention?	yes
Been sent to the principal's office?	yes
Met someone famous?	sort of
Been robbed?	no
Been cheated out of a large sum of money?	no
Made a prank phone call?	yes
Been to the opposite side of the country?	well, texas?
Cried yourself to sleep?	yes
Hurt yourself on purpose?	yes
Kissed in the rain?	no
Kissed under a misteltoe?	no
Kissed infront of your parents?	yes
Had a song dedicated to you on the radio?	no
Had a book dedicated to you?	no
Been mentioned in someone's wedding or bar/bat mitzvah speech?	no
Been a bridesmaid?	no
Been a maid of honour?	no
Sang in the shower?	yes
Lost your cell phone and had to get a new one?	no
Screamed	yes
Had sex in a public washroom?	no
Had sex on the beach?	no
Had sex at church?	no, that's horrible. who ever does that needs shot.
Had sex at a football game?	no
Been thrown in a pool with all your clothes on?	yes
Broken a bone?	yes
Made your own porno?	no
Laughed so hard you cried?	yes
Cried so hard you laughed?