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Mary Anne (mary_anne) wrote,
@ 2002-05-24 18:10:00
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    Current mood: sleepy
    Current music:Prodigy - Narayan

    zzz... zzz... zzz...
    I'm writing this the day after the date of the entry.

    After the sleepless night, I went to the university.
    I've got a 4 in Systems, and I have to present the program in 1 month working perfectly.

    Whatever. I spend the morning waiting for news of the Statistic Final. I've got 3.5 so it's enough of it.

    I talked with Danny. He's going to travel to Canada to see his beloved Sarah.................................................................................. And that's definitely senile madness.
    Ok, no, it's that awful age that all men had to go through, when they need a sports car, red Marlboro-like, so they can feel themselves younger than the reflection in the mirror that they see every fucking morning... ok that's it.

    So I didn't say anything, but I felt somehow bad, not for the fact that he's going to have a lovely holiday with his e-girlfriend, it's just something he said. He said that "I'm going to do something for myself for the first time in my life, now that I've done everything for everyone." Shit. That makes me feel like I've been something that has just happened in his life, not making him happy never... For the first time I realize how awful must have felt all my friends every time that I say something so resentful... it's awful. The point is that I do it because I got used to say it... but it was horrible to hear something like that from someone you've been having sex with, and from someone who's got a lot of good stuff in his life, and that feels that sad... it hurts.

    However, I don't care. Not anymore. He's not hurting me anymore.

    After that, I got home, and I tried to write in this diary but I felt pretty sleepy so I tried to sleep just for 2 hours so I could use the computer...

    I felt asleep at 3:00 pm and I woke up at 8:00 am on Saturday.

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