hey marie sry im gettin this to u late its juss that ive been extremely busy....i mean i go to school from like 9-2 & then i go straight to work and im there till like 10:30 at night and THEN i get to come home and do all my homework and i end up goin to sleep like at 2 or 3ish....but thats only bc its not givin my hw my all...if ya get that...anywayz i have been thinkin bout u alot & im always bringin u up to the group...like juss the other day i was like u guys we arent laughin like we used to...and i realized thta was cause u werent there to make a random weird type of comment or thought or somethin....it really feels sooo different without u there...to be honest with u....i dnt really have a reason to be in choir anymore....it juss doesnt feel right/like choir...its juss weird...anywayz my 1st day was alright....borin....but im glad i get out early n stuff.....soooo what have u been up 2?!? i NEED ur freakin address! u better give it to me! or ull choke on ur food & die within 2-3 days.....well I LOVE YOU! & MISS U!
I also apoligize for replying so late. I don't have a job, but I AM actually doing homework this year and studying stuff. Plus, I'm doing Speech/Debate competitions so I have to start writing down all this stuff and get ideas. Aaaaand this whole divore stuff has to be finished, and I have to be out by November. Other then that...things are going pretty cool. I've made all sorts of changes! Still same ol me...but I'm trying to eat healthier (turns out my heart and cholesterol were shit), care a bit more about school work, I cut my hair, I'm getting contacts next week, I'm "pretty on purpose" (read my blurty), and a few other things. All my classes are sweet. I have Ad. & Design you know. All I can think about is how ashamed I feel of my future work...especially taking it after YOU! lol. Lets see...what else. Oh, you'll be happy to know that me and Steve are no more no more. For real for real this time too. We talk a bit here and there...but that's about it. It's feels sooooooooo good. I sware! Damn. Uhhh...I drive now too. Get my license in Dec. and a junky ass car shall follow. I love you so much and terribly miss you. School feels weird without you and your attitude...I mean...your lovely personality. LMAO. Ray life ain't the same dude. Holla! Call me! Write me! Email me! Bake me a cake!
