this has been taken over (mar_bluedragon) wrote, @ 2003-09-20 14:30:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	fuel- falls on me, to you missy

hello
i know that people have been woundering why ive been running and wut from. well you all want the truth so here it is the reason im runing is cuz im running from my fears, the fear that im gonna hurt people im tired of hurting the ones i love the most. and even if im not hurting them just yet i know i will eventually. just look at my relationship with missy. and to who ever it was that was trying to get into my blurty stop you wont get in. and merlyn i know youre watching every thing i write now. man when do you have to be like this. we where good friends at one time till you started pressuring me to convert. it was an axident i didnt mean to crash your computer.
and to every one else that ive hurt im sorry. but i have to go. if you want to talk to me just talk. it dont matte how ill listen, but dont worry about me all that much ill make it through i always do. the world is big and times come to explore a lil. find where i belong, who i realy am, and discover who im ment to be, or wut im ment to be. but till then ill be here to suport you all.

	blackdragon020 2003-09-20 20:57 (link)
	how are you hurting us? why run away from your problems when they are always going to b there???? I kno some of the secrets that you have locked inside this journal...he told me....you need to call me or sunthin so we can talk till then Missy (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hmmmm shadowed_heart 2003-09-21 16:12 (link)
	Worry not lil brother. You are running for the same reasons I became a hermit. I fully understand and as you were there for me, I will be here for you. The quest to find yourself is most likely a wise idea, just dont forget those who care about you in the process. Your friend, The Dark Hermit, Kristen (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: hmmmm mar_bluedragon 2003-09-23 20:23 (link)
	thank you kristen youve probably helped me the most through the trying time. im sorry i didnt come over to visit you but i promise next chance i get to come up and visit every one ill visit you. thatnk you for the email it has brightened my day alil bit more then it was earlyer. blessed be and fare well. love dustin (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

hewwo? demonicvixen 2003-09-22 13:06 (link)

hey bro, Just writing to let you know the family here all loves you, and really enjoyed the limited time we had to see you. We look forward to another visit hopefully this time not too much time will go by before you visit us again. Kristen is on the bed waving. quit my job, but what else is new. Dealing with confused feelings. Hope you work all of it out. Hope to hear from you in the near future.. luv your sister, ~Ashley (Reply to this) (Thread)