| Current mood: |  lonely |
| Current music: | i miss you by alliyah |
lonely...
yes, it's just me again, with a little bit of whining. ok, so it's not really whining, but it could classify as such.
it's october 13th now (very early in the am), and i have a week before half of my very being turns 3. if you haven't guessed, i'm talking about my son nathan. i haven't seen or heard from him in about a month now, and i'm going nuts, not to mention into a depression pit from hell. i'm fighting everyday to keep going to try and find a job, along with keeping going so i can se my boys again. i swear to god, if anyone out there who may be reading this can help me get them abck up here to me, i'll do anything. i just want them here soo badly, but i dont want to end up messing up to where i end up in jail like their mom or something like that. i just miss them soo much is all, pardon the momentary lack of judgement there, i just miss them soo badly.
anywho, i'm off to bed to sleep for another 15 or so hours again. actually, i'm going to try to wake up and job hunt again tomorrow, so here's to that.
to my boys, i love you soo much, and i want to see you again and be with you again as soon as i can. daddy and mommy love you soo much, always remember that, k?
love, seth (daddy)
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