|Current mood:|| crushed|
|Current music:||anything but the Ataris|
ok so Sunday Joey came over. he stayed for like, 7 hours. he ate chicken wings. he impressed my mum. he went to a Christmas play in town w/me. he met a couple of my friends. he kissed me multiple times. he told me he loved me.
then yesterday i got a phone call from Joey @ 8:30 and he said he doesn't think we click as more than friends. um...can u say "BS"? w/e. i was quiet for a while. then i said, "just remember...i can take care of myself. it hurts now but i'll move on." to this he replied, "i remember making that note earlier...i'm sorry, mae." and i hung up.
today i stayed home from school until 4th hour b/c that's the exam i had to take (Spanish). i made a 112. and i had to tell everyone that Joey broke up w/me b/c if i didn't tell them, they would ask me about him and i would be sad.
i had to stay after school and take the "mini-SAT" (which is seriously anything but mini) and i suck in math. but we already knew this, didn't we? the English portion was considerably OK. i'm taking the SAT in March.
Region Band auditions r quickly approaching. i really need to practice (when i was going out w/Joey, my goal was to make State Band b/c Joey will definitely make State and i wanted to go to the clinic @ Furman University with him. now i just don't really care). but after i finish this, i'll go practice...Mr. McGuire (our band director) wrote me an e-mail telling me to do so. for once, i'll take his advice.
i wrote two songs...or something like it...i'll post them soon.
to those of u who offer encouragement -- thanks.
to those of u who try to bomb me out -- ha!
truly true -- Maegs
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