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Seth (madscientist) wrote,
@ 2007-10-07 10:57:00
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    I was in a funny mood last night.
    I wasn’t sad, depressed, angry, or anything like that. I think nostalgic might be the best description. Contemplative mixed in with a bit of self-analysis. That’s one thing that I love about having this journal. With a simple click of the mouse I can go back through the past four years of my life. I’ve made the majority of those entries private instead of deleting them outright. On nights like last night, I’m glad.

    With no time for anything other than work lately, I haven’t had a chance to decompress. Honestly, my brain was just full. But even before that, it’s been a while since I’ve actually wrote without restraint. I miss that. Without being able to chuck out the random crap that makes its way into my head, things just build and add to the clutter. It just builds and builds, until I hit that breaking point and it all comes out in a massive, incoherent, jumbled up mess of words.

    But, at the end of the day, my head was clear. I purged a lot of random crap from my head and got stuff off my chest. So, all in all, a good night.

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2007-10-07 13:44 (link)
I completely understand...and I do the exact same thing. I know that when I'm emotionally "purging" it often comes off as melodramatic/self-pitying/whatever, so I try to put a disclaimer down...because that's usually not what it feels like to me at all. I shouldn't really have to, but I do anyway 'cause it makes me feel better. Haha.

For me, anyway, what it comes right down to is that I need a place to spill it all. And I like the validation of having people I'm close to be able to read it and respond. I'm absolutely NOT an intensely private person, so there's a part of me that feels relieved or comforted or something by the fact that whatever I was feeling is now out there and available for anyone (or at least whoever's on my friends list) to read. In some strange way, it makes me feel like I'm not carrying that burden by myself anymore.

Aaaaand there's MY self-analysis for the day. Psh.

In any case, the short version is....I understand that mood. Haha.

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2007-10-09 21:59 (link)
I'm generally a fairly private person. I've gotten better though. There was a time not too long ago when I couldn't stand letting ANYONE read ANYTHING I'd written.

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The Kingdom of God is at hand. Repent and believe the gospel.
2008-02-14 02:53 (link)
When the Son of man shall come in his glory, and all the holy angels with him, then shall he sit upon the throne of his glory. And before him shall be gathered all nations, and he shall separate them one from another, as a shepherd divides his sheep from the goats. And he shall set the sheep on his right hand, but the goats on the left.

Then shall the King say unto them on his right hand: Come, ye blessed of my Father, inherit the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world. For I was hungry, and ye gave me meat. I was thirsty, and ye gave me drink. I was a stranger, and ye took me in. Naked, and ye clothed me. I was sick, and ye visited me. I was in prison, and ye came unto me.

Then shall the righteous answer him, saying, Lord, when did we see you hungry, and fed you ? or thirsty, and gave you drink? When did we see you a stranger, and took you in? or naked, and clothed you? Or when did we see you sick, or in prison, and came unto you?

And the King shall answer and say unto them, Amen I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me.

Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand: Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels. For I was hungry, and ye gave me no meat. I was thirsty, and ye gave me no drink. I was a stranger, and ye took me not in. Naked, and ye clothed me not. Sick, and in prison, and ye visited me not.

Then shall they also answer him, saying, Lord, when did we see you hungry, or athirst, or a stranger, or naked, or sick, or in prison, and did not minister unto you?

Then shall he answer them, saying: Amen I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye did it not to one of the least of these, ye did it not to me.

And these shall go away into everlasting punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.
(Matthew 25:31-46)

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You can have peace, it was purchased for you with the blood of God's only son.

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