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Seth (madscientist) wrote,
@ 2007-09-19 20:22:00
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    Current mood: stressed

    Closing in...
    Stressed doesn't even BEGIN to cover how I'm feeling right now. Fuck.
    Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, FUCK.



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absolutelyjessa
2007-09-19 21:26 (link)
You're gonna make it. And you're gonna be brilliant.

I just know.

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madscientist
2007-09-23 09:33 (link)
Wrong B word. I think you were looking for "blundering". It's not that I think I don't know my stuff. It's that I'm terrified that, when things get stressful, I'm going to completely blank. I suck at being forced to think on me feet. I get anxious and start firing my mouth off before my brain can catch up. Not a good combination.

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absolutelyjessa
2007-09-23 21:05 (link)
Nope, I definitely meant brilliant. Okay, so perhaps it's not going to be perfect. But you said it yourself--you know your stuff. If you get freaked, take a second and clear your mind of the anxiety. You're going to be just fine, Seth, regardless of the outcome.

Love ya twice ;)

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boycrazygrl747
2007-09-19 21:35 (link)
stress passes, but the amazing work you're doing will continue to inspire others. keep it up, even and especially when you want nothing more than to completely quit.

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madscientist
2007-09-23 09:35 (link)
thankfully this stress will pass soon, in a couple of days when i'm crucified in front of my committee during my qualification exam. anything for admittance into candidacy, that's my motto right now. i figure i can do anything for a few days, even if that is work every waking minute.

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empyreal
2007-09-19 22:18 (link)
Hang in there Seth.

Dare I say it? Nah, I'll let it go this time. ^.^

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madscientist
2007-09-23 09:37 (link)
Thanks, doll ;)

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lilmouse9
2007-09-20 00:21 (link)
Hang in there, kiddo. You can do it!!! : )

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madscientist
2007-09-23 09:37 (link)
Thanks, sugar

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runawayemotions
2007-09-21 13:45 (link)
Seth...all I can do right now is shake my head because I know better than to think you're going to be anything less than brilliant, Mr. Perfectionist.

PS - I'm ready for you to be done as well, I miss you...and your random txts.

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madscientist
2007-09-23 09:38 (link)
Ah, this is different. The thing that scares me most is there's one dude on my committee who intimidates the hell out of me. I've already been warned he's going to be a nightmare. He'll be the youngest guy on a committee of established PhDs... more than likely, he'll be set to prove he knows everything in front of the old guys... great.

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