Joel (madden_joel_) wrote, @ 2003-05-24 16:32:00

Current mood:	calm
Current music:	Richard Marxism - Mest

Okay so my boyfriend (*giggles* shut up) said I should update...soo here I am. Updating. Of coarse I have 700 million things to say but once I open this I totally forget them all. Uh..wow this stupid box can be intimidating, it's like what the hell do I say? Oh well i'll just talk about the one thing in my life that makes me happy right now..Matt. Yep. I don't know what it is about him that first attracted me. He was always my friend, even way back when we had first met we kinda clicked. Then once I got this journal thing and we started talking I sort realized that it was more than just friendship..it was something more. I mostly shrugged it off and figured I was just kidding myself and if I told him he'd think I was some sort of weirdo..so I stayed quiet for a while. Then I realized..okay, i'm young, I need to take some risks once in a while, even if it means me getting hurt. So I told him..and he wasn't mad or weirded out. And suprinsingly *chuckles* not too long after he liked me back. And we're been together ever since..and it's just..*sighs* perfect. Is perfect too strong of a word? I mean it sucks that sometimes I have to work when we want to be together, but still. Those days we spent apart are made up by the days we spend together. It's like when i'm with him, everything else stops. The entire world isn't there..it's just us. What can I say..I love him *blushes softly* But yea, ahem. I should probably stop this muchy stuff, right? Okay um...touring. Yea touring is still going alright, getting closer to it being over. Not that I don't love it, but i'm getting tired..we all are. I haven't even talked to Benji all that much latley. I miss our stupid talks and the little things(npi) he does to make me laugh *sigh*. I miss the other guys too, they're always off doing their own shit after we play. Blah. Well, it'll all be over soon and i'll probably see LESS of them then I do now. Then Matt's going on Warped and i'll see less of him too. Wow I just depressed myself. Eh, end update.

	mattylovato 2003-05-24 17:49 (link)
	The white box is evil, and almost as mysterious as the white freezie. I'm kind of dreading Warped.. I mean, wow.. main stage.. but.. I'd rather be with you. You think Jere could learn bass and cover for me?.. I love you.. a lot. Alotalotalot. *cough* (Reply to this) (Thread)

	madden_joel_ 2003-05-24 17:50 (link)
	The white box must be destroyed! :-/ I'm gunna come and visit you every chance I get. And..maybe he could. DAVID CAN DO YOUR SET. Yes ask him :) ehe..I love youuuuuuu. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: mattylovato 2003-05-24 17:55 (link)
	We could like make a Matt suit and make David wear it,.. its not like I do vocals or anything.. all he'd have to do would be to wear the suit and say random shit into the mic.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-05-24 18:24 (link)
	Hmm..that could work! But you're taller..so we'd need to give him some big platform shoes *snorts* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: mattylovato 2003-05-24 18:25 (link)
	Or we can say I got my shins shot off at war.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-05-24 18:26 (link)
	*Busts out laughing* The fans may start to wonder (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: mattylovato 2003-05-24 18:27 (link)
	... *laughs* maybe.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-05-24 18:35 (link)
	Dork :-P (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ginger__hf 2003-05-24 18:05 (link)
	Joel, we all love you. ::hugs u tightness:: oh and...I havent seen you in forever! I miss you! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-05-24 18:23 (link)
	*Hugs back* I miss you too, hun (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ginger__hf 2003-05-24 22:43 (link)
	:sniff sniff: where are you? why arent you online? i'm so lonely. I love you Joel Madden (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-05-25 01:15 (link)
	I'm lurking :-x (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ginger__hf 2003-05-25 11:29 (link)
	Joel! lurking is bad. :sniff sniff: (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-05-25 15:29 (link)
	I know :( (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ginger__hf 2003-05-25 23:39 (link)
	get online before i cry (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-05-26 03:33 (link)
	I will tomorrow :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)