Joel (madden_joel_) wrote, @ 2003-05-01 00:41:00

Current mood:

calm

*smiles a little, looking around*

I went to see Matt today. *blushes softly* I know I wasn't supposed to leave, but I did. I had to see him. *sighs* I don't care what anyone thinks..I really like him. I do. And i'm not saying that because i'm lonley or anything. I know I could have someone else, but I don't want them. I want him. *bites lip* And i'm not just making this up suddenly..i've liked him for a while. I told him about 2 weeks ago. I'm not exactly sure where we stand but I guess i'll figure all that out eventually. I'm going to see him again tomorrow..i'll get in trouble, but who cares? It's his birthday! *smiles big* I bet he thought I forgot, but I didn't..I knew it was. I got him something and I really hope he likes it. If he doesn't, I can always take it back. But yea..heh, I dunno what else to say. I haven't liked anyone in a real long time and everytime I see him I feel like a 4th grader with a crush on the cute boy at the lunch table. I feel all giggly and stuff. I don't even know why. Oh well it doesn't really matter, because I do like him..and I don't care what anyone thinks of it.

Happy Birthday Matthew..i'll see you later :)

	mattylovato 2003-05-01 15:56 (link)
	I feel like a 4th grader with a crush on the cute boy at the lunch table. Aw,.. that was adorable. I thought we agreed it was the old man down the streets birthday.. for you see.. I will never get old. I swear, I'm still 24.. I am not old! *cough* see you later.. :) [I'll be on at like.. 9:30] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	madden_joel_ 2003-05-01 23:28 (link)
	*Blush* Well we can still egg his house! How about that? *smiles* Yea, see ya.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	baby_vicious 2003-05-01 22:46 (link)
	sdfoiuaysidyfisydfiaysdfyasiudyf AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW -tear- How cute. My brother likes Matt. -gets kleenex- (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-05-01 23:03 (link)
	*Blushes a little* Oh hush :-P (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)