Joel (madden_joel_) wrote, @ 2003-04-16 02:16:00

You know..sometimes I wish people didn't joke around so much. It really confuses me because I never know when they're serious or not. *sighs, shaking head* Sometimes I don't even know why I bother liking people. I'm too much of a kid at heart for anyone to ever fall in love with. *shrugs* I try to act all tough like Benj, but it never works out. I'm always the little brother type..or the best friend. Maybe sometimes I don't WANT to be that. Maybe sometimes I wanna wake up next to someone..I wanna cuddle..and kiss that special someone. Maybe I just..don't wanna be alone.

And on top of that tragedy, I am stuck inbetween a battle in my family. Sarah's pissed at Benji, and I wanna be there for her. But Benji is my twin and I wanna be there for him too. Blah. Benji should be more serious sometimes, it would clear a lot of things up. Sometimes he goes way too far..and it hurts people..even me. Eh, what am I saying? I'm just your little brother, what I say doesn't count, right?

*sighs and clicks post*

	_timarmstrong 2003-04-16 12:04 (link)
	Joel your still really young and i understand that you want to have someone to do that all too, and you will find him or her one day and they better appreciate you or ill beat there ass =) cheer up emo kid -Tim (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-04-16 17:58 (link)
	hehe, thanx man. I owe you one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_timarmstrong 2003-04-16 18:55 (link)
	=D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-04-16 18:58 (link)
	You need more icons, we need to see your sexy face :-P (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_timarmstrong 2003-04-16 19:01 (link)
	woow......im not sexy i think you need to get your eyes checked dude (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-04-16 19:02 (link)
	My eyes are fine >:o! Get more icons *pouts* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_timarmstrong 2003-04-16 19:08 (link)
	Hmm i will when im done jerking off to pictures of you =D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	madden_joel_ 2003-04-16 20:47 (link)
	jfdbkjbhfdsdfbvjssd :-O (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Here Joel _timarmstrong 2003-04-16 19:39 (link)
	Now you can see my "sexy" self (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Here Joel madden_joel_ 2003-04-16 20:46 (link)
	:-O! *licks* I mean what. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Here Joel _timarmstrong 2003-04-16 21:53 (link)
	::rapes joel:: (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Here Joel madden_joel_ 2003-04-17 02:02 (link)
	:-O!!!!!!!!!!!! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Here Joel _timarmstrong 2003-04-17 10:44 (link)
	heh i thought you would like that (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Here Joel madden_joel_ 2003-04-17 19:54 (link)
	hehe (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Here Joel y0urmomsd0rk 2003-04-17 19:58 (link)
	once again my cousin has forced me into going taking her into another shitty concert im seeing you guys on may 3rd in NJ with her (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Here Joel _timarmstrong 2003-04-17 20:00 (link)
	wow i must be really messed up right now i forgot to sign in on my user name that was from me^^^^ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Here Joel madden_joel_ 2003-04-18 02:15 (link)
	eep! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dahveed 2003-04-17 15:49 (link)
	:( I'm sorry, man. But good things come to those who wait? You'll find that special someone to cuddle and hold on to soon enough. And when you do, you'll know. :) You're an awesome guy so there should be no problem anyway! ;D And what's with all the drama nowdays, eh? :\ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-04-17 19:52 (link)
	Heh, thanx man. I appreciate it. I have no idea, but it should all go away *nods* (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	dahveed 2003-04-19 15:43 (link)
	No prob. Fxck yeah. Drama sucks, ok. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	baby_vicious 2003-04-19 23:09 (link)
	I'm sorry bro. I'm sorry for everything. I just try to be happy and stuff. I'll try to be more serious and stuff I guess. -sits off in the corner thinking- (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: madden_joel_ 2003-04-19 23:50 (link)
	Okay.. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)