i hate everything! fuck...whats wrong with me?! all im doing is crying and crying, i swear im not going to NY today i dont want to go and i dont have any leotards that fit my fat ass!!! i dont care how pissed off anyone gets, i AM NOT taking that stupid class today. I called my mom to tell her and she got pissed off n yelled "UR GOING and u bETTER FIND SOMETHING TO WEAR!" and hung up on me, nice isnt it? ugh...then after that i was on the phone with mariusz trying to hold myself back from crying and making myself seem stupid but that didnt work and I couldn't take it any more so i managed to say id call him back..and i still havent cuz im still here crying my eyes out for some reason. ill probably still sit here crying for the remainder of the day..yay(lots of sarcasm in that one). fuck. . .
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