Time flees from me, from us all. It runs along and we do our best to keep up, trying, all the while, to understand what's happening around us. While some of us do indeed fall behind, the bulk of our steady crew plods on further, towards a finish-line where nothing but time can be the victor.
The moment I reach towards accepting something in my life, something else happens, often times worse. Though, in relfection, I am glad of that fact. No matter how bad something is, it can always be worse, which in a strange way is very heart warming. Having something to lose, that makes life worth living.
Cko, t-chan and rochelle are coming over this weekend. It makes having an apartment worthwhile. I finally have a reason to clean it, wish I wasnt so broke otherwise I could cook them something nice, or bake, I really enjoy baking for others.
Anyway, good night. The more I think about time, the more depressed I become. I look forward to the day when I can just be happy. Ignorance is far too great a toll to reach bliss, perhaps I'll take my mother's route and look towards science instead of trying to deal with my issues. The's a very depressing statement lol. I'm tired of being weak, but I don't have the strength anymore to be strong. Now I sound weak and melodramatic. Night all.
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2003-09-26 01:17
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1. If you had walking through the dark, swampy forests of the Amazon and you were bitten by a poisonous snake and had only 4 days to live, what would you most likely do before you die? (And remember, it takes exactly 3 days to get from the Amazon!)
2. If you were given the chance to give a speech to the entire world for exactly forty-five seconds, what would you say? (45 seconds starts... now!)
3. What event or time period in your life would you say you were the most happiest with? Saddest?
4. If you could create the ideal mate and spend the rest of your life with him or her, what would he or she look like? What would his or her personality be like? What would be his or her most important attribute?
5. What would be the first thing you would buy tomorrow if you won the biggest lottery in history this evening? List your top three purchases in order of importance.(Reply to this) (Thread) |
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2003-09-27 07:26
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1. If you had walking through the dark, swampy forests of the Amazon and you were bitten by a poisonous snake and had only 4 days to live, what would you most likely do before you die? (And remember, it takes exactly 3 days to get from the Amazon!)
Well I'll answer seriously. There would probably be a great deal of self pity on my lone journey back, probably hope on the next plane out and write as much as possible during that time (that time including my rest periods coming out of the amazon on foot as well as by plane). Say a tearfull goodbye to my mother and then goto sleep, leaving behind my writing as a way of giving a more indepth farewell to those who were not present. I'd try not to sleep as well during my trek to civilization.
2. If you were given the chance to give a speech to the entire world for exactly forty-five seconds, what would you say? (45 seconds starts... now!)
Above all things, this much is true: Justice, without compassion, is not justice. Love your fellow man, love him and judge him not, for it is only in the eyes of our Creator, whomever that might be, that we may truely and justifyably be judged. Forgive your fellow man but never forget his actions, for only in rememberance of the past may we move forward as individuals, and therewithin, as a world.
3. What event or time period in your life would you say you were the most happiest with? Saddest?
Happiest, easy, sophomore year (freshmen too, but to a lesser extent) I had my cko with me, and all my dear dear friends. My saddest is easily the time that I left them all on the summer that I was to become a junior. I had 3 days warning and little time to say a fitting goodbye to those all that I loved so very dearly. Also right now is pretty high up there. I've lost my grandmother, who in most familes would be on the level of a conventional mother in most households, and now my uncle is slowly dying of liver cancer and hepatitis C. My uncle was my only father for a very long time. I sometimes wish, in my weaker moments, that i could just move on, but in doing so it would dishonor their sacrifice. Also, loads of fiscal problems and generally hating myself and wishing that I was dead, but therewithin being terrified of being dead. So I suppose that's why I'm NOT dead right now, that and it would destroy my mother, who I love above all else.
4. If you could create the ideal mate and spend the rest of your life with him or her, what would he or she look like? What would his or her personality be like? What would be his or her most important attribute?
depends, i'd really like someone basically just like me, ideally more chipper however, but whatever. Someone with similar interests of course, if not identical ones. If a man I'd like him to be deliciously thin and have a cupid's bow smile; if a woman, which it'll probably be, i'd want her to look like cko and be like cko.
5. What would be the first thing you would buy tomorrow if you won the biggest lottery in history this evening? List your top three purchases in order of importance.
shopping spree!! computers, tvs, etc, for myself and my friends/family.
pay off all my family's debt which is in the excess, easily, of one million dollars.
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