two n jenn (luxy) wrote, @ 2003-09-19 18:58:00

Current mood:	sore
Current music:	brand new

i'm sinking like a stone in the sea
Why do I feel the most confused about who I am when I'm supposed to be finally figuring things out? I'm a senior and I feel like a sophomore. Everyone treats me like I am one, too. What's with that? Do I really look that young? Guh, everyone seems to think so. Well suck it, I'll be 18 in 7 months. .. that's exciting and scary at the same time. I just need to get my act together.. but it'd be easier if I knew how.

Oh yeah, so like.. I've made some quasi-friends from Blurty, through other friends and friends of friends and now we're on eachother's friends list. But whenever I see any of you in the halls you guys don't say anything. Well Cessna does, thanks Jason. lol. But c'mon guys, I don't bite in real life. =P

Missed Northstar & Rufio. Biiiig surprise. *sigh* Man, it doesn't suck as much as missing Senses Fail and then Brand New, but I'm still disappointed. If for some reason I can't go to Thrice and Thursday I WILL shoot someone, and I don't care if they're an innocent little emo kid or what. EVEN BETTER MWAHAHAHA

I sooo suck at this motivation thing. I NEED to finish these fucking college essays man. Augh I hate it. HATE HATE HATE. I wish I could just skip all this and become a.... ROCKSTAR! then I'd be rich and stuff and could afford any college I wanted to go to. I probably wouldn't even have to go to college, but I think I'd want to. I don't like being ignorant. Hmmm.. I know what I'll do. I'll MARRY a...ROCKSTAR.. that way I'll have a hot talented husband with lots of money in the bank. Chyeah. Nate is MINEE.

Hey be proud, I'm riding my bike again! Jenn exercising? GASP! But tis true! I got mad though, my cd player would skip on every single bump so I couldn't listen to my music. :( I got to laugh at these 8 year old skateboarders though, that was fun. They fell on their ass and I laughed. Yep. And.. I almost got run over about 52 times. People suck, especially soccer moms in their SUV's. They just don't pay attention, I think. They're too .. retarded. Grrrr.

Tomorrow I have the SAT prep class all day :( and then work like 2 hours later. But.. at least Sunday will be good!!! :) can't waiiittt! heart heart aly :D

ONE LAST THING. This is it, really. Ok. Stop making stupid Jewish jokes. It makes you sound SOOOOOOOO stupid. I don't care if I've talked about this before. You're all still stupid if you think saying "That's so Jewish" is funny. It just makes you sound like an ignorant fuck, just like saying "that's gay, he's gay, what a fag". There's plenty of other ways to insult people, be creative assgnomes. (See?)

	cute_lil_emokid 2003-09-19 22:29 (link)
	"that's gay, he's gay, what a fag". that makes you sound like a homophobe tho ... hmm... who should we pelase... the jews or the fags ? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	tragicmusic 2003-09-19 22:54 (link)
	How about both. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	luxy 2003-09-20 08:34 (link)
	hooray! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cessna (Jason) without a blurty (Anonymous) 2003-09-19 23:31 (link)
	Being Jewish is almost as bad as being gay, which is one knotch under black. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cessna (Jason) without a blurty luxy 2003-09-20 08:34 (link)
	I hooooope you're kidding. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	luxy 2003-09-20 08:33 (link)
	Turtle did you not take your pill today? THAT WAS MY POINT. I'm saying that calling someone Jewish as an insult is just AS BAD AS calling someone gay, because YES it does make you sound like a homophobe which = ignorance. And then I said there were OTHER ways, besides from being prejudice, to insult people. Jeeeeez, why don't you read =P (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

DAMN ! cute_lil_emokid 2003-09-20 10:51 (link)

i have my reasons for not reading ... umm ... or something ... no ... my pill decided to fall down the drain before i took it. my attention span pill didnt feel like going to my brain so RATHER it just went down the drain so take THAT !what i THOUGHT you said was "why not just say 'thats gay, hes gay, what a fag' instead of thats jewish" buuuuuuuuuut blah blah blah i misread accidents happen aaaaaaaaand i guess ill just go explode instead SINCERELY, turtle (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: DAMN ! luxy 2003-09-20 16:28 (link)
	Have fun exploding! INSINCERELY, jenN :D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: DAMN ! tormentedtom 2003-09-20 18:27 (link)

"accidents happen" Like me? Man, what a lame disscussion. Not only is it Jew, but also gay. Have you ever pondered what a gay person of another ethnicity would be like? I mean, I can only see a gay person fitting the sterotype that has been drilled into my head. The nice semi buttoned up white shirt, tight pants showing off their nice, toned butt, and their well done highlighted hair. I am just saying, I'd like to see a gay arabian man, or chinese. Oh yes. Good point....ummm....jenn :-). tommay (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	failurebydezyne 2003-09-20 13:13 (link)
	guessss what?! we DIDNT miss rufio. they cancelled theyre Houston date!!! yayyyyyyyyyy. i feel better... by the way: BRAND NEW is coming back Nov 8. :-D Cheer up kiddo. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	luxy 2003-09-20 16:28 (link)
	Yayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!! :D (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)