|Current mood:|| optimistic|
It is resolution time and I'm pretty good with these...I've kept my one from two years ago religiously, and I mean that literally. Haha, yeah, it was to read my bible everyday and so far I have. This year, I am going to try to do my best though...
1. Stop looking at other people's myspaces. My reason: Here's how it is, and I'm sure we all do this. We go online and immediately put our away messages up not because we are actually not there, but because we're trying to avoid conversation...just admit it. So instead of actually talking to the person, we secretly go and pry into their lives...read their blogs and comments, and get frustrated at them without them even knowing. It happens to me at least once a week, I'll look at someone's myspace that I'm not even close to, see what they wrote, and get disgusted with them without actually even knowing the person. I think it's ruined my friendships with people and it's so stupid....even the name bothers me MYspace, me, me, me, I, I, I....everyone is already self-centered enough, I refuse to encourage further vainity and self-importance any longer....just once in a while.
2. Try to be on time. As cool as it is that I can leave my house at 7:19 now and still get to school before the second bell...it's not a good way to live. It's very stressful and I end up having to speed. Plus, then I start to think I can do that for everything...and well, I can't.
3. Not care about boys. As much as I love being single, I really can't help thinking about them...it's stupid really. I should just let them think about me...
"So the day noah's ark floats down park
My eyes will be simply glazed over
Or better yet
I'll wear shades on sunless days
And when the sun's out, i'll stay in and slumber
Oh, all for the sake of a foolish love
All for the sake of a foolish love
Cause i don't want to hold you and feel so helpless
I don't want to smell you and lose my senses
And smile in slow motion
With eyes in love" -Rufus Wainwright
Who needs it? I just want to live my life....oh, the things we do for love. Well, it's a new year, but I doubt that any of us can change this...arent we all just fools in love...
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