|Current mood:|| optimistic|
Not so suicidal
I'm soo tired and soo hungry!
I must be pregnant.
And if I am, I must be the virgin Mary.
Not a lot to say. Life's been good. The game was, interesting...hung out with Molly, Ali, Nick and Bobby...very interesting. Haha, I love pit this year! For once, I just love every person in it despite their individual levels of annoyingness (and trust me, there are some high numbers).
Didn't go to homecoming. Don't regret not going. All this nonesense about speakers catching on fire.....
I had a date with someone very special...(ok, I'm going to stop thinking that's so funny right now). Yeah, Molly and I saw Elizabethtown and it reminded me of Garden State...one of those "life is beautiful" flicks. Personally, they're my favorite types.
So, while I thought about how beautiful life really is, I decided, I have to stop trying to be upset over breaking up with Phil, because in reality, I felt like it was the right thing to do from the begining. For awhile, I've been telling myself that I'm supressing my feelings and that I really am devastated...but I'm not at all. All I can see is good coming from this...Life is so cool. I have no idea what's coming next. I'm not upset about all the changes, I'm excited. I've decided to not force myself into a depression because I should be upset and worried about things...It's my decision, I'll live as I choose, or I will not live at all!
"I'm free to decide, I'm free to decide,
And I'm not so suicidal after all,
At all, at all, at all. "
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