| Current mood: |  thoughtful |
| Current music: | stacie orrico- stuck (damn song is stuck in my head) |
doo doo di doo
blahhhhhhhh...........Im so hyper/bored/anxious/lonely/happy/sad/blah!Im all alone tonight for the first time in forever , i thought i would be happy if every one wasnt here but to tell the truth im kinda lonely by myself.Me and robert talked for a long time on the phone i guess you would say.Yet again hes at the triton working.hes an interesting person to talk to on the phone while he works....we talked about alot of stuff,big things, small things, things that really had nothing to do with anything, just weird stuff.Im glad i have him, I feel like i could talk to him about things i couldnt ever tell anyone, he really makes me happy.I know i frustrate him alot though,alot of the time i feel like a little kid around him because i know hes used to different things with a gf and im just different from what hes used to.I know that upsets him and sometimes i think about changing, but i just dont think im ready to change in that way yet.It kinda scares me to talk about stuff like that becuase im not going to do anything untill im ready but with alot of guys they wont wait for me to be ready and im not sure if he can.Blah thats enough talking about that shnit!Sorry to gross out todays journal entry.Anyways Jessica and Victoria are acting differently lately.I always used to think they hated eachother but lately they've been extremly friendly towards eachother....Im shocked.confused,and kinda scared by that.but yea I think its time for me to write a poem and try to go to sleep....so later later!
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