| Current mood: |  gloomy |
| Current music: | Linkin Park-Some Where I Belong |
Grow up people
Where to start? Amy slept over last night and we had a blast..we went to the mall too and i got some more new clothes *yay* so that was fun..then we had fun making fun of my cat lol and we vedio taped some of it..and i watched a little thing on it that amy taped when she was at eds house..omg it was so funny..and i didn't finish watching the whole thing so i will one day! lol sara is coming back today from cape cod she should be home soon.
I have to say life has been getting shitty..i don't want to sound like a lonely lil bitch that has nothing better to do then say how life sucks..it really does though and not many people see or understand what i'm talking about..i probably know about 7 people that know what i mean and how i feel and only about 4 to maybe i would want to say 6 but i think that's pushing it..know the whole story about my whole life. And the thing is people need to grow up i mean if someone is different or something you don't need to talk shit or whatever they do half of the people are here are fake, don't know what fun is, or how to live their REAL life so they hide behind a mask and act like everything is just GREAT! Those people think others will care well we REALLY don't give a shit on whatever you say or talk because it all goes back to them and we are the ones who live our own life's our REAL life's and act and dress the way we want..that's how you lfie..i really don't know how the get by each day living like they live..if i was one of them i don't know what i would do..but just to think i was one of them at one time that's why i changed cuz i wasn't happy..and being like that for many years messed up my life..it got a little better but it will always be messed up cuz i was like that! i can never go back either and fix it i wish i could but i can't! And to add to my list i'm having fucking guy troubles with two guys and i don't know what to do but i'm not going to get into that until something happens and most of you people know what's going on with my nice lil love life -lol- so yeah..and now we are gonna get more fucking snow but hey that's good i don't have to go to school and see all those fake people that i HATE and one day they will burn in hell and get payback and all i will say is "we told you your day would come and you'd get it!" and i will laugh! This Friday there is a dance cuz last Friday it was supossed to be then but it didn't happen cuz of the fucking ice storm so now this Friday so i hope to have a good time and find my love life out by the end of this week..but i don't think its looking that way so we will see what happens and how this week goes..i will keep you guys updated..comment me..Later
Mine and Amy's song..for us for many reason..i love you amy! lol <33 and no not in a lezbo way so get over it people you know who you are!
IT ALSO SUCKS BECAUSE YESTERDAY THE 5TH WOULD OF BEEN 1 MONTH FOR ME AND BRYAN! I FUCKING HATE IT WE SHOULD OF BEEN TOGETHER! I HATE MYSELF!
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