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[...Singing In The Rain...]
So Emilie hasn't updated in a while...
And she has much to tell.
Sooo...what's up since my last REAL entry?
Well, Kara and I are still together. :) That's always great. She's the hottest little mama ever.
And...I made new friends! :) Well...I SORT OF made new friends.
I mean...I met new people...and Ilike them. Whether or not they like me remains to be seen. :)
So yeah, going to the OLOTEAS stuff now. Which is pretty huge for me. I love the people and the atmosphere. So..ok...so I've been to ONE rit...but still. :) The atmosphere is so amazing. I felt like I could be myself...loser that I am...and not fear ostracization. I was shy at first...I usually am...but it wasn't like most things...I felt an immediate affinity with people...which I guess comes from finally finding a group that shares my ideals and interests.
I mean, two girls...I'd only just met...on our way to the circle it was so dark and I couldn't see and they each took one of my arms and we walked (In what was meant to be a more or less single file line) three abreast...
It was nice...I've never felt that close to people I've just met.
The pool thing...that was a bit difficult at first...but only because it was new. But I feel a lot happier, and secure in myself in the past few months because of this direction my life is taking.
I mean, it's always been there...I've always been this person...I always will be this person.
It's just so nice to finally let it out...to finally find what it is I'm meant to be doing and who it is I am...and to be...open about it...and not ashamed.
So much of my past has been spent ashamed of myself...for being different, for not believing what I was told to believe.
But I'm a lot happier now.
Plans for the wedding are...not...coming along. Probably because I'm a lazy bitch...but also maybe because I'm terrified.
I don't want to leave...I don't want to leave everything behind. :( *cowers in the corner*
I spent all of last night putting pictures on my wall of old moviestars...Gene Kelly, Ingrid Bergman, Humphrey Bogart, Clark Gable, Vivien Leigh, Audrey Hepburn, Marilyn Monroe, Olivia De Havilland, Lauren Bacall...etc. Oh. And Angelina Jolie.
Yeah...she may be modern, but she's more than hot.
If I were a guy she'd be the source of all my wet dreams.
No joke.
:)
Let's see...sooooo....um....I'm a starfish.
I made an ass of myself at that Shakespeare reading. It's just...when meeting new people...I either go from one extreme to the other...shy and withdrawn, or obnoxious, loud and stupid...and so this time I went for the latter.
Not consciously...I think part of it had to do with reading from the play...which always gets my energy up.
Ok...I'm tiiiiiiiiiiired. I've been reading Gone With the Wind for the millionth time. EXCELLENT book. Everyone read it.
And yesterday I watched Singing in the Rain...and I love that movie. Gene Kelly's such a cutie...and boy does he have an ASS!
Alright, that's all folks. I shall leave you with a quote.
"Word of warning, over there they call them fanny packs. Cos fanny means your arse over there. *long pause* Not your minge."
Haha! :) I *heart* The Office.
Yay!
~Off like my bikini top in a wave pool~
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