ive got my finger on the trigger... (loserkid7713) wrote, @ 2003-11-29 16:38:00

Current music:

boxcar racer

i feel like jeaneva has really changed. but for the better. i find it easy to talk to her. i dont ever tell any of my other friends my problems b/c i feel like they dont listen/care and cuz its not mutual. but i find myself telling jeaneva things ive never told anyone b4. i think now i just needed a friend and she has been the one there for me. she really has gotten nice and it seems like she acctually cares about me. in my info i wrote " No beauty ever could have come from me I’m a waste of breath, of space, of time" (bright eyes-waste of paint) and she im'd me and said nancy that is not true. you are awsome and i love you. That acctually made me feel good. it seems like no one else cares. when i heard she was moving i went and rode my bike and cried. if its true i will be sad as fuck. im a walking open wound...


I'm fucked up when its all done

	xhaushinka 2003-11-29 22:07 (link)
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