Lord_Velos (lord_velos) wrote, @ 2004-06-27 01:57:00

My last blurty entry. Farwell people.
I have thought about this entry for quite some time. When was the last time I was on? A month maybe more? But it doesn't really matter anyways. The reason *WHY* I have not made an entry in forever is really very simple.

The chapter of the past 3 1/2 years of my life is...CLOSED.

This jounal represents those past years. Most of those years being very sad and not so good to me, but there was ALOT of fun mix up in there as well.

I've seen and done many a thing, meet alot of people, and learned many a lesson.

But all of that is in the past.

A past I can not change nor re-live no mater how hard I try. I find that when I think of these past years all I do is become more stagnent, uncaring, unmoving, and depressed. I was going no where FAST by reflecting upon it.

So I put this journal to its final rest. Hell I already have, I just never made an entry saying so.

When I look forward to the future things start to move ahead again. Case in point when I first moved here to Memphis. I was so looking forward to my return to a job I love. A women who I thought I was going to marry, etc etc All these event came along and started rolling again because I thought of the future, and not the past.

I find myself in those same shoes again. The past shall remain in the past. All my questions and lessons have for the past 3 1/2 years have been answered, solved, and revered.

Know that I am happy. Know that I have conquered and overcome many a personal demon and problem. Know that everything is finally once again all A-OK.

Another new journey for me has begun about a month ago. I am just posting this to say farewell.

Good bye all! I hope you enjoyed the read! To bad you people will not be around to see the next chapter in my life, but I think this time around my thoughts, feelings, and adventures will remain MY OWN and not be put on public view for display. The next chapter in my life promises to be a much brighter one I am sure.

May god/goddess bless and keep you all safe and sound in all your travels.

To all the people, places and things I have meet, seen, and done I say this. I have NO REGRETS.

bye bye (one last evil grin)

	whoa travisland 2004-06-27 03:41 (link)
	Damn, dude,,I had just started reading your journal and you are closing it. If you ever start another ( i know that you said you wouldnt, but if you change your mind) let me know.. haynes33079@yahoo.com (Reply to this) (Thread)

(Anonymous) 2004-06-27 09:00 (link)

Jeremy, I know that I said that I would not post here anymore, but I just wanted to tell you that your decision is brave and I'm proud of you. As someone who knows you in real, I know that you are a very caring man and you will get everything you deserve and desire. I'm glad I couldnt sleep and tried to find your journal! :) I had to delete you from my (M) due to the asshole who was living with me, but hes gone now (thank you God!). I'm sorry we argued way back when about who said what to who at the pool, its pointless and doesnt mean anything. I just get protective reagarding my family. Anyway, again, I am so proud of your decision. I've always felt the internet is a form of abuse and addiction, experience speaking here! Be well and take care of yourself. I know you will find the relationship you are looking for--when you stop looking. Thats the way it usually works! ~M~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	hey suicide__kitten 2004-06-27 12:48 (link)
	wow thats sad, ill miss you, and ill miss reading your entries..i hope you find everything in life thats your looking for..i will miss your evil grins:-) hope you do well, i know you will... Miss you hugs!!! love your friend jen (Reply to this) (Thread)

xur1babygirlx 2004-06-28 11:53 (link)

i hope that when the next chapter of your life starts that it will be everything you want it to be i hope that it will be the most spectacular, fullfilling,wonderful thing that will happend i only wish for the best for you i will miss you and i will really miss those corrections you always gave me about my typing and i will miss your comments but your leaving for yourself and im glad you came to the decision to restart good luck in life may the best only occur miser (Reply to this) (Thread)

	jen6956 2004-06-28 16:39 (link)
	Jeremy, I'm going to miss you and reading about what you've been up to. Though, I'm glad that you're ready to move on to the next chapter in your life. Good luck in all you do! Keep in touch, k? You know how to get a hold of me. ~Jenelle (Reply to this) (Thread)