Claire (loquacity) wrote, @ 2003-01-16 01:33:00

see I remembered to update and I'M STILL KINDA HERE DAMMIT
A letter to myself

Dearest Claire:

Do not read old diaries with scribbled entries on how much you love(d) your ex-boyfriend ever again. In fact, put those diaries in a box high up in the closet where you will forget about them.
Or at least wait for about 5 more years or when you are truly over him. It looks like that's how long it's going to take for you to get over it.
It is not amusing or heart-warming to read these journals. They only remind you that you used to be crazy in love and totally clueless. And that he broke your heart into a million pieces too many times, and even if you know he obviously wasn't the one, you will still feel like shit.

That is all.

Love,
Claire

guys suck i know!!! (Anonymous) 2003-01-23 21:25 (link)

girl i totally know what your going threw... you love the person that broke your heart a millions time and even tho he did break your heart you would take him back in a sec.. and on top of it all every little thing you do or look at reminds you of him... you feel like you cant ever get away from him and move on...or really do you want to move on... i know how you feel and im not here to tell you youll get over him becuz i dont know if im ever going to get over the guy that was my first love... but just to keep your chin up and everything will get better sooner or later... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	lavenderr 2003-02-01 16:04 (link)
	you are cool. therefore, i am adding you. good luck and feel better. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	loquacity 2003-02-05 00:08 (link)
	Thank you. You seem cool too, so you are added back. I unfortunately don't write much in this anymore...I have a site...http://www.fluxdebouche.com/b2 that I write in a lot. I'm going to try to update here more often. I always read though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lavenderr 2003-02-05 16:30 (link)
	okay, I'll be sure to visit :) and thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

i know how it goes... skn 2003-04-06 03:49 (link)

I know how you must feel, I was with someone who was supposed to be "the one" for me also. We were engaged and had been together for oveer 4.5 years then poof she said she didnt feel that way anymore...I found out why a week later, she had been cheating on me for the past 6 months. Really sucks. Then if that was not bad enough, 1 month later I found out I had cancer... Got it all fixed now though. I was doing a random search of texas users and ran across your journal. Anyways I know how you must be feeling so if you want to gripe to someone about shitty happenings in your life you can e-mail me. I could tell you tons of worse things to get your mind off of a loser. mike (Reply to this) (Thread)