o0o0o0o0o Chibi Chibi Chibi o0o0o0o0o (livvylove) wrote, @ 2004-05-24 00:36:00

Doubt
Im starting to doubt our relationship. I don't know if it will actually work. Its the same problem and I thought it was fixed but really I think it just got worst. No one would understand how I feel because they gave themselves away a long time ago.

	kittenzgrowltoo 2004-05-24 14:32 (link)
	he's a guy... he's been there, done that already... so i thought it was shockin' that he was willing to change for you... but i also thought that would be impossible... because he's a guy... and guys hormones are double what ours are... seriously... but don't completely doubt the relationship until or unless you both have talked about your situation.. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	livvylove 2004-05-24 16:19 (link)
	we did talk it out and it really helped. I feel so much better now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: kittenzgrowltoo 2004-05-24 17:20 (link)
	how did you talk about it and all that good stuff...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	livvylove 2004-05-24 19:50 (link)
	well right when you Imed me the first time he drove up. And i just ran to his car and gave him a big hug and basicly cried and told him I loved him and that i was sorry about making him feel like he couldnt talk to me.Then from there we just talked openly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: kittenzgrowltoo 2004-05-24 21:41 (link)
	awww... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	livvylove 2004-05-25 00:31 (link)
	yea i really needed those hugs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: kittenzgrowltoo 2004-05-25 10:48 (link)
	yeah i like hugs too... it sucks when you really need one and can't get one though (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	livvylove 2004-05-25 11:14 (link)
	Yea it does. Im glad that we settled everything because it just tore me up inside. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: kittenzgrowltoo 2004-05-25 12:03 (link)

yeah i hate it when i feel all torn up inside like there is nothing left of me.. like my world has fallen apart.. and i can't move.. and all i can do is cry.. and think about everything badly.. feeling so weak and like nothing can make it better but a hug by someone who cares and understands.. feeling that way is the worst feeling.. but i'm glad i don't feel like that right now. yay.. and glad you feel better too (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	good luck raven_of_light 2004-05-24 14:58 (link)
	make sure you think everything out before you throw something away that made you happy for so long......dont give up till you know you should (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: good luck livvylove 2004-05-24 16:21 (link)
	thanks we talked everything out and now i don't have those doubts anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)