| Current mood: | confused |
| Current music: | ATB - Let You Go -RemiX- |
Don't be... don't be asian....
I just got back from Scott's with Sam and Jesse.. it was.. much fun? Hah, I'm retarded... WTF is wrong with me... Oh.... I know....
School today was okay... I know what would make it a whole lot better... if I had some fucking drugs. mmm... it would make everything at least Seem so much better. I need more friends at school or something.. or maybe I should just go to the old High School.. at least there I would have my Dani... I miss her so much.. We were with eachother like everyday until school started.. this sucks.
Yeah... well... i like these two people that are very important to me... I bet you can't guess who they are... Yeah... but I have very strong feelings for them.. I just wish the feelings were mutual.. but who could love this.. I don't know why I bother with all this shit.. I know these feelings will go away someday.. but I can hardly live with them now.. I hate being like this.. I feel pathetic and.. ugh, I don't know.
I guess I should find some good things about my life too.. I have three great friends... (Sam, Dani, and Jesse)
I'm in highschool now... it's better than being with a bunch of imature peoples.... oh wait... =/
My mom and I are getting along good still... even after she found out I do drugs... I told her I stopped for the second time and that I'm not ever going to do them again.. but she still lets me go all the places I used to... so I can still do drugs...
My Birthday is in five days..
Umm... well.. I can't think of anymore.. that stuff doesnt make me so happy though... I know there are other things to be happy about.. but I can't think of them because all that I ever seem to think about it the bad stuff.. psh... what fun...
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