LipCrack (lipcrack) wrote, @ 2012-01-06 08:34:00

So have to start thinking about getting ready to go soon....not going to make a big day of it...thought I might go into town after....but basically just going to go to the appointment....come straight home...after a quick stop at the hardware store to check out some prices for gear around the house...Monday going into town to pay bills so that should do it...

in a pretty good mood generally...although I have a lot on my mind generally.......

you know I was checking out work interstate....you know sometimes you need to follow the job market ...and interestingly it seems like a lot of work is going to the back packer/travelers market......

boyfriend....and thinking about ways we could be closer.....and at the same time...still maintaining some kind of direction and work flow.....without getting rapt up in the working/unemployed drama...
..and working out...what a boyfriend really is....


....again same as usual with changing social patterns...which others are trying to not let change...coming to grips with knowledge, reality and various forms of social pressure.......


generally the same things that are driving me around the bend...are still driving me around the bend....but I'm also hoping that if I get through this process of making a complete album....I can move on a bit in terms of work roles....more education....well I know what's needed...however...I'm also aware of the crap I went through moving to obtain more qualifications....you know there has always been families...and people that have made that process extremely difficult....and not through the course material....though underhanded business practice...which politically requires pretty fundamental changes which don't usually happen over night.......

...so yes...working....fitting in...not fitting in....and working though what I need to do to get through a lot of it......

..you know effectively I'll be dead....by the time any real progress occurs in terms of a fairer social system.....at least that's how it seems...

..so that's it....just about time to go and sort out paperwork with Centerlink...

bye for now.