|Current mood:|| okay|
|Current music:||ashlee simpson "undiscovered"|
The Call and How Things Are... Different...
Well, boys and girls. The past 24 hours. Last night, I did wind up calling. I was gonna post but I didn't feel like it. And of course I guessed it. There was no answer. So I waited to see if I'd get a call back... maybe saw the caller ID or somethin but nope. So I went to work this morning and on break... I was just floating around outside. And I said, ya know, why not call my old best... maybe I'll get an answer. And guess what. I did. In all, it was short because I break was almost over. But everything was cool. I was happy to finally talk to my best friend again. I know a lot of you that know how the story goes, are disappointed and asking me why the hell did I do that. Let me finish....
A while ago, I called back. Had to get my nerves up again because I was nervous. And we talked for about a half an hour. Just talkin about what's going on the past month and a half. When I got off the phone, I felt something different. It's not the same. Things aren't the same anymore. He's changed but then again, he hasn't. I know why but I'll leave that unsaid. But it's hard to explain. So I don't think I will but I can't see us being best friends anymore. I can see us friends but even that's truly hard to imagine. I dunno. I'm glad that things aren't the same because I don't want to go through all the drama I have had to for the past 4 years. But then again, things just dont seem right. Anyways, I guess we'll just wait and see what happens. To tell the truth, I'm confused. I don't know how or what about... but I am.
Anyways, I'll let ya know what happens later this week. I have Tues - Thurs off so I'll be able to update ya. Btw, I got the tickets yesterday for the Simple Plan concert! They are beautiful. I just need that weekend off. I'm already getting my neogiating plan together so I can't get no. Well, we'll see. Gotta go do some homework. Later minna! (I dunno what minna is. I just like the sound of it. heh heh)
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