I really haven't written much recently. My life is a series of madness. This week is hectic beyond belief and as I write this now my hands are moving faster than my mind from the adderol I took this morning. Jen says I need to try it out in every day life before I go taking it to help me cram for an exam. Well - if my mom was ever more right... adderol is not for me!
I feel like I'm on speed. I am moving at a pace that far exceeds the already fast one I've set for my normal self. I am focused, yes. I am getting work done yes. My anxiety is totally under control. I'm speaking up in class without fear. These are all wonderful things. But I do not feel completely in control. I can feel that this is the drug and not me. I don't think I could function like this every day. I'll deal with my A.D.D.
Anyway. As a substitute for not writing - here is what I'm dealing with right now. I had a fantastic weekend but this week following it has had a black cloud. I'm dealing though.
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