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jessie (lilrabbit) wrote,
@ 2003-08-06 11:28:00
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    Current mood: drained
    Current music:504 boyz x i can tell you wanna

    ugh i hate this house. my dad started screaming at my little sister for no reason, and iw as like "barbara, just say yes so he'll shut up" and he flipped on me. he treid to come into my room, take away my pictures, and tell me i had to go to sleep. fuck that. just because he got away with that when i was 6, doesn't mean he can pull that shit with me now. it's not even his house. so we started fighting more, and i walked out of my room, basically telling him to go fuck himself, it wasn't his house, he couldn't tell me what to do like that. by this point, i had walked into the kitchen. he grabbed me by the back of my head, dragged me into my room, and threw me down next to my bed. i got right back up, told him never to touch me like that again, slammed the door in his face and locked it. he told my mom to get my cell phone from me. and of course, last night i let dave keep it for the night. he was like "i don't give a fuck where you have to walk, go get me the fucking phone." so i grabbed my keys and walked out the door, with every intention upon going to dave's and staying there. but, my mother grabbed me, and wouldn't let me leave unless she drove me. so she drove me sown there. i rang the bell, and his mom answered. she was asking me what happened, and i just told her i fought with my dad. i was still shaking, and when dave saw me, he would not let me leave until i told him what happened. i was crying as i told him, and when i was done.. he was flipping. i told him to calm down, cuz it was my fault, i started with him and asked for it. dave was like "no.. there's no reason he should of done that." i just couldn't stop crying. dave just sat there and held me and comforted me for the longest time. i had to stop crying so i could go back to the car. like 15 min. later, i went back to the car, got bitched at the whole way home.

    i called dave when i got in, and talked to him for a while. idk what i would've done last night without him. he's so protective over me, and i love him for it. i mean, if it weren't for him, i would've had no one last night. he didn't care about the ifght or why it started. he just wanted to make sure i was alright, and that's all he was worried about. i will always love dave for that.

    well, i'm on the phone with him right now. i just needed to update. i think i'm gunna go get dressed, call elyse, and then head down to dave's house. later.



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taralicious
2003-08-06 12:07 (link)
:[ sowwie ur dad acts like that.hope things get better !!

xo

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lilrabbit
2003-08-06 15:37 (link)

yeah things will get better...
once he leaves.
xox jessie

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lilrabbit
2003-08-06 15:37 (link)

yeah..
thank god for dave
xox jessie

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ondisplay
2003-08-06 13:33 (link)
ah. my dad's a total dick too :(

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lilrabbit
2003-08-06 15:40 (link)

yeah i know. he's a dick.
xox jessie

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lollipopvxn
2003-08-06 14:01 (link)
what an asshole....that shit pisses me off.

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lilrabbit
2003-08-06 15:46 (link)

yup. my dad's a dick.
xox jessie

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tear_stains
2003-08-06 14:42 (link)
aw sorry to hear that.
my parents are retarded too ;O.
but david sounds like he really cares about you *wink*
<33hope everything gets better

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lilrabbit
2003-08-06 15:42 (link)

yes my parents are retarded.
yes, dave does care about me.
but not like that. he's like my brother.
i have a boyfriend, whom happens
to also be his cousin. lol.
xox jessie

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s0_n_love
2003-08-06 17:05 (link)
damn! your dad is crazy. i wouldn't be able to stand that. i'm glad that dave was there for you..it's always comforting to have someone to fall back on :)

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lilrabbit
2003-08-06 22:39 (link)

yeah, my dad is fucking crazy.
i'm really glad i had dave there for me.
i dunno what i'd do w.o that kid.
xox jessie

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_sammi_
2003-08-06 19:26 (link)
hey hunn im rele sorry about ur fight with ur dad..if u ever need to talk im me @ MuStAnGz34..anytime!!

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lilrabbit
2003-08-06 22:40 (link)

thnx<333
xox jessie

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ghetto_love
2003-08-07 14:13 (link)
added... but im leaving tomorrow for vactaion so dont take
me off ur friends list if i dont comment 4 a while i wont be
back till the 18th... dont 4get to add me back<33

--missyy

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lilrabbit
2003-08-08 22:14 (link)

added<333 have fun on vacation.
xox jessie

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Re: hey hun
lilrabbit
2003-08-08 22:21 (link)

call sometime. you know the number.
xox jessie

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firemagick
2003-08-07 14:24 (link)
the same exact thing happened to me...i have watched fight club enough and one day i got my pride back when i went after him when he tried going after me...he hasn't touched me since....though please do not go after your dad unless you are at the point of no return, it can get scary....fuck parents
neways you sound cool... a lot like me and just by chance how did you come across my journal

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lilrabbit
2003-08-08 22:13 (link)

i hate my dad. i don't just sit and take his shit, i go back at him. it doesn't affect him much, but it's better than just sitting back and letting him get away with it. i found it one of the friends communties prolly..
xox jessie

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_zero_trouble_
2003-08-08 05:14 (link)
i wish i was around to fight him.
dads like that suck.

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lilrabbit
2003-08-08 22:17 (link)

yeah, thats what dave said... he wanted to hit my dad so bad.
yeah, dad's like mine do suck. majorly.
xox jessie

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starrswept
2003-08-08 11:32 (link)
sorry about your dad. that`s really messed up. ;[
hopefully today is a better day!

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lilrabbit
2003-08-08 22:10 (link)

thnx<333
and yes, thankfully today was much better.
xox jessie

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