| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | S T D- Necro |
¤FuCk 'Em AlL¤
Me and Shandel got baked tonight. I mean like real baked. I havent been that awful in ages. Me and Jay are fuct, I dont know if we're even talking anymore now =*( Cause we havent been talking for the last few days for some reason, and then tonight he called @ 10:27 and told me to come up..My curfews 10:30 and he know's that. So I said I couldnt, he flipped out, was like "Okay then, fuck you!" So I was like "fine?" & he hung up on me..So ya, I dont think he even wants to talk to me anymore, but I miss him =( Last night, went to Trevors house (Havent seen him in forever!) cause his parents were gone all weekend.. Umm, almost ended up doing something with him? I dunno, we were making out n shit and all I pictured was Jays face and him yelling @ Dan for calling me.. And I just jumped up and ran outta the room cuz like- with one guy, picturing another? Nuh huh. Not cool. I miss Jay though =( Next weekend, me and Jess and Shandy are going to the south end to pick up guys..*Sighs* Oh well. Doctors appointment tomorrow for my fuct up mind thingy. I wanna see Jay. Pfft. Oh well! Me and Shandy wrote Harley and Wrightly today!!! =) (They're both still in jail- Wrightly until May 31st, and Harley @ least another year.) So we wrote them and sent them pictures =) Ya.. I need a new life, away from Courtice, with only the people I really care about. Or not even, they can come visit sometimes, but I need to get away from here, cause all my shits SO fuct up here and theres SO many rumors always about me. And Danielle and Shannon jumped me Thrusday so..I just need a fresh start =( Night xoxo
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