lili*kim (lilikim) wrote, @ 2003-12-05 22:20:00

Current mood:	annoyed
Current music:	"Forgive" - Sarah McLaughlin

some poem i just wrote.
the story of something that doesn't make sense

it's a useless feeling,
with useless consequences
when learning how to face the facts
even what seems relevant is not
it's pointless to dream of things
that could never be
and hope and aspire for unspoken desires
it could never be how it is
in the movies
or in the books
so i'd write my own
and it'd go how i wanted it to
perfection wouldn't be so hard to accomplish
happiness would be easily attainable
unlike these times when some things just don't
make sense -
and perhaps they never will.
because as useless as it all may seem,
the story has a point
and every book has an ending
and all throughout, the plot unfolds
she rises
and she falls again

Response: s0meb0dy 2003-12-05 23:15 (link)

Feelings without reason or explaination Unplanned and unwelcomed at first With the movie ending in sight she flee's the scene of the crime his car still warm from their tight embrace His dreams still alive in the cold nights air She retreats to her room- and it's familiar security The rational behind the acts shrouded by previous failures Life worth learning is a mystery the dreaded predictable ending Little comfort will be found reading the expected Dreaming of an ending So completely unexpected Unplanned and irrational this must be perfection its allure is its mystery Your smile hides a million thoughts My feelings worn plainly seeking security PS: I heart you (Reply to this) (Thread)