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hey guys....i miss you all back home......davey i hope that everything gets better......i don't know what is going on i now that today when we were at the mall you where kinda upset......i hope that you ok..................if you need anything call or e-mail me i love ya lots bro...................................
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IS EVERYTHING BACK HOME GOING TO H*LL OR WHAT IS GOING ON......I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW THINGS CAN GO FROM GOOD TO BAD....I MISS ALL OF MY FRIEND BACK HOME......BUT EVERYTIME I COME IN AND THAN COME BACK I FOUND OUT THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS HAVE DONE SOME STUPID SHIT AND I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT...WHEN I WAS THER THEY NEVER DID ANYTHING STUPID......WAS I THE ONE THAT KEEP EVERYONE TOGETHER AND OUT OF TROUBLE..WHY IS IT THAT WHEN I LEAVE EVERYTHING GOES TO H*LL......DO MY FRIENDS DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I CARE FOR THEM......MATT I WISH THAT YOU WOULD QUIT WHAT YOU ARE DOING AND REALIZE THAT SOMEONE DOES CARE FOR YOU- WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT......DOUG I MISS YOU AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN PLEASE BECAREFULL........EMILY EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT I PROMISE.....ZACHARIAH WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOU HEAD, WHY CAN'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS WRONG AMD YOU MIGHT END UP DEAD ONE DAY OR REALLU HURT-I DON'T WHAT TO LOSE YOU OK!!!! SO PLEASE BECAREFULL WHAT YOU DO CAUSE SOMEONE DOES CARE FOR YOU A LOT........TO ALL OF MY FRIEND BACK HOME: EMILY, MELISSA, KELLIE, JASON, JAMES, BRANDON,WAYLON, MIKEY, AUTUM, MATT, DOUG COOTER, LAMONTE, CHRIS, RYAN GREG, NATHAN , T.J G, T.J S, JAKE , JEFF, AND TO THE REST I MISS YOU GUYS AND IF I LEFT YOU OUT LET ME KNOW IT HAS BEEN BAD PAST TWO DAYS.......I LOVE YA ALL NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS...............TO SETH BAILEY I MISS YOU AND I HOPE THAT ONE DAY SOON WE WILL TALK AND HANG OUT LIKE THE OLD DAYS........BROOKS I KNOW THAT YOU WANT HAVE ANYTING TO DO WITH ME I KNOW THAT I TOLD YOU TO FUCK OFF AND GO TO HELL I DIDN'T MEAN I WAS JUST UPSET.......I WANT THINGS TO GO BACK TO THE WAY THEY WHERE.......I MISS HANG OUT WITH YOU AND TALKING TO YOU....YOU MAKE ME LAUGH AND I JUST MISS ALL OF THAT......I KNOW THAT YOU MISS ME TOO......PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND LETS ME FRIENDS AGAIN AND HANG OUT LIEK THE OLDS AGAIN.....PLEASE.....PLEASE....THAT ALL THAT I WANT.........WELL THIS IS MY UPADTE SO........................................................................
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2 MY ROOMATE YOU ARE THE COOLEST I'M GALD THAT WE ARE BECOMIGN BEST FRIEND WITH OUT YOU I WOULDN'T HAVE MADE IT THROUGH THE BAD DAYS THANKS SO MUCH YOU ARE THE COOLEST
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SONGS THA HAVE HELP ME THROUGH THESE DAYS
YOU
BY PLUS ONE
*Nate*
Me
It was always all about me
My job, my plans, my time was all I cared about
Myself
I only needed myself
To get me through my life
Then suddenly I found that
Chorus:
I want
I need
I crave
I breathe
I feel
I hold
I dream
I know
I trust
I love
You
*Jason*
Life
I'm just discovering life
How magical it is
Because of all You are, oh yeah
These days I wake up and I'm amazed
How much I want to give
Since You've touched my heart
*Chorus*
*Nathan*
It wasn't luck
It wasn't fate
There's just one reason my world's changed
One reason my world has changed
It was You
*Chorus*
I know it's You
Calling Down An Angel
*Nate*
You're afraid, it's all come down
to this place where dreams have fallen to the ground
just look up, you'll make it through
Cause there's a heavenly Being
That's watching over you
*Chorus*
Calling down an angel who
Will help you believe
Sending out a prayer
Down on my knees
Reaching up to heaven knowing
You will someday see
There's hope beyond the struggle
Just hold on
I'm calling down an angel
*Jason*
It's not too late
It's almost over
If you'll just wait you'll feel it lifting off your shoulder
So keep believing
The sun always promises a new day
It'll stop the rain
Break the chains
And chase the pain away
*Chorus*
*Nathan*
You've been trying to be strong
You've been waiting for so long
Will your miracle ever come
Heaven's holding every single tear you cry
And if you start to feel alone just know that I am
*Chorus*
Camouflage
BY PLUS ONE
*Nate*
What is this force around me
Just like a tracker beam that is always pulling me down
And when
Ever I get the chance to
To spill my guts about You
It tries to tape up my mouth
What good am I
If I just keep You quiet
What good am I
If I don't speak
*Chorus*
Cause I don't wanna be
Camouflaged
What I'm not
Cause what I got invades the world
I don't wanna be
In a box
All I want
Is just to stop being
Camouflaged
*Nathan*
I'm sick of trying to blend
Thinkin' that I should fit in
Like I am somebody else
Why do I go against what I say
Come across like a fake
And keep You all to myself
It's not that I
Wanna shove it on somebody
It's just that I
That I can't hide
*Chorus*
I can't hide
Oh
Alright
Ooh yeah
Don't put me in a box
*Chorus*
Forever
BY PLUSE ONE
*Jeremy*
I lost you in the darkness
when I fell from the light
I held onto the world too tight
I thought I'd never find you
I thought I'd be alone
but you took my hand and led me home
*Nathan*
Now I know that you'll always be where I go
*Chorus*
Forever is a long time
to be without you in my life
I wanna keep you by my side
cuz forever is a long time
*Nate*
You have faith when I'm faithless
strength when I don't
You believe in me
even when I won't
You are patient, you are true
your love is what gets me through
Now I know
that you'll always be where I go
*Chorus*
*Jason*
Even when I'm pulled apart at the seams
And it's hard to believe
Even in my darkest hour, my darkest day
You shine on me
*Chorus*
Going Crazy
BY PLUS ONE
*Gabe*
I gave my life away
Now it's time to play
Gotta live by the choice I've made
This is what I choose
If I don't want to lose
And I need to let You make my move
*Nathan*
Cause You know better than I
Than I could ever and I don't want to try to
Ever do without You
You know more than I could
Than I could ever and if You weren't there for me
I'd go crazy
*Chorus*
I can't pretend that I don't need You
With all the stuff in my life
I just don't know what to do
Every time I'm afraid of what's in front of me
You keep me from goin' crazy
Show is done but the tape keeps rollin'
Can't push stop cause my life is recording
All this pressure keeps on pressing
You keep me from goin' crazy
*Jeremy*
Every face I see
Takes a hold of me
And keeps me where I need to be
With a lot on my mind
Sometimes it makes me blind
And the vision gets hard to find
*Nate*
But you know better than I
Than I could ever
And I don't want to try to
Ever do without you
You know more than I couldThan I could ever
And if you weren't there for me
I'd go crazy
*Chorus*
*Jason*
I thank you for the life I lead
I wouldn't trade it
Not for a minute (no)
I don't want to think that I don't need
You with me
You are my Security
Now that I got it
Can't go without it
Cause I need You
Need You to keep me
From goin' crazy
*Chorus*
Crazy...(crazy)
Crazy... (crazy)
Crazy..(crazy)
You keep me from goin' crazy
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2003-10-20 16:03
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Hey its allison c here sayin kool song luved it i liked tha movin eyes even though it meant i didnt like this but i did well g2g lylas laterz (Reply to this) (Thread) |
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2003-10-20 20:34
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Jessica, It's me Matt Street. I hope that everything gets better up there. We miss you alot down here. Well, I guess I'll see you whenever.
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