*jEnNa* (lil_starz) wrote, @ 2003-11-08 08:40:00

Current mood:	blah
Current music:	Invisible by Clay Aiken

Thinking Through Thoughts
Why can't I stop thinking about that kid? AHHH! I think about him nonstop. When I go to sleep. When I wake up in the morning. I look for him to be online when I'm online. I always have to see him. When going to sleep I like of old times..... and AHHHH!!! I mean.... why do I feel this way when he doesn't? Like, I know guys by now and none of them felt the way I did. But that's because they're guys and I'm just a lovesick girl. I think when a guy is really in love, he'll act just like a girl does in a relationship. He won't stop thinking about them. Anywhere he is. He can't stand a day without hearing their voice or seeing them. He'll want to hold her in his arms everytime they see each other and never let go. Stuff like that. Sometimes, I don't believe Adam when he says "i luv u" everytime he has to get off the phone or offline. It just doesn't seem like he would. But that's life.... something else I have to accept. Life sux. Love sux.

nevrendn_mystry 2003-11-08 20:48 (link)

URE DRIVING ME UPPP A FREAKIN WALL. WE'RE SOO YOUNG AND I KNOW YOU COULD FALL IN LOVE AT ANY AGE BUT JENNA.. JUST I DON'T THINK ITS LOVE. SOMEDAY.. AT LEAST I THINK SO EVERYONE WILL BE SAYING HOW GOOD A COUPLE YOU AND SO AND SO ARE.. AND YOU'LL REALIZE THEY'RE RIGHT.. AND THEN YOU'LL BE DREAMY ABOUT THEM.. AND NOT BE ALL DRAMA-TIZED.. AND JUST YOU'LL BE HAPPY AND YOU WON'T HAVE THAT STUPID WEIGHT ON YOUR SHOULDERS. ITS DRIVING YOUR FRIENDS AWAY SUMTIMES. YOU SERIOUSLY KNOW YOU HAVE TO STOP SOO JUST.. STOP AND RELAX.. AND TELL HIM THAT MAYBE HANGING OUT SO MUCH ISN'T SUCH A GOOD IDEA OR U'LL END UP CONNECTED BY THE HIP. (Reply to this) (Thread)