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Billy Martin (lil_billeh) wrote,
@ 2003-04-28 19:16:00
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    Current mood: worried
    Current music:Trebel Charger*a hundered million

    I'm really worried.
    I called Car earlier and we talked for hours *smiles* How I love talking to that girl, no one will ever know. I'm thinking that I must have a shit load to pay for my cell bill, but I don't care, as long as I get to talk to my baba.

    But mentioning babies....she has something she needs to talk to me about. That's why I'm worrying, I'm afraid that she might be pregnant, which is a huge possibility cuz we never use protection *rubs neck* We're just too young, I have no problem with having kids when we're older (and married) but now? *sighs* I don't know what I'd do if she was. I don't want to feel like I have to marry her because she's gonna have my kid, I don't want her to have to quit school because I knocked her up.

    But if she is I'll be there for her. I'm pretty much the only person she's got, her parents already disowned her and her friends were never really friends. I love her and nothing will ever change that.

    God, I may be a father.

    -Billy



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metalchick
2003-04-29 12:58 (link)
Calm down,boo. I'm not, I'm sorry I gave you the wrong idea.

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lil_billeh
2003-04-29 13:10 (link)
It's alright...and I was actually coming around too..

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metalchick
2003-04-30 17:26 (link)
You said it yourself... we're too young and I would, possibly, have to quit school. Right now, the cons outweigh the pros --frowns--

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