| Current mood: |  crazy |
| Current music: | dashboard confessional hands down |
warning: extremely fragile fickle character
kinda ruined the alliteration there a bit. but it's true and all so yeah...
this day sucked. boredom took the reins and slapped my horses' till they cried. (he even kicked poseidon out of his realm). i wonder what sort of realm he's in, anyway. he never seems to bear commmon sense, yet he claims to be the king of logic. and i seem to be his eternal prisoner. my unexperienced heart gave in to emotions' bright red drink. damnnn, boredom sure is powerful, ain't he? wait....it's definetly a she. what else can explain that kind of power? (no, this isn't a gay insinuation). call me stupid. call me an imbecile. but don't call me lovesick. that's the weakest emotion you can reduce me to. (can someone please tell me who i'm talking to? i really do not know at this point). this weekend's made me realize something (among many other things). apparently, i am who i want to be. buyt who do i want to be? do i want to be the girl that no one can understand? do i want to be the girl that everyone turns to? agh, too many questions! get em' out of my head. i want to be the independent girl, overflowing with morals and intelligence. :)
::cough hold the corniness cough::
lotsah weird shit happened today: wen to tutorials, it was all snowy...it would've been prettier if i wasn't wearign too many clothes (and a thong)
then went out with steph to get hot cocoa and then steph left...and then i find out somethign incredibly stupid and not good. AT ALL. mydadquithisjobagain. i want to murder something. i'm so mad at him. on to greater and better things....gib's genius!!!:::
Reality hold, reality old
Dark thought
evade, invade my head
deep thought thinking
No thoughts
contemplate am
my insanity i
never ends crazy?
that profanity
this insanity
invading my head
live anger emotion it's
power Don't look down
complacent Don't you see?
perception can't
be, only i can see
give no time
won't listen to me
lose my grip
too loose i'm abstract
and i don't notice my insanity
kept in the dark
and i lose my grip
Just listen to me break hold stop their eyes
they're not watching
i'm not crazy
s'funny how he manages to describe what i'm feeling eevry time he sends one of these things. thanks gib. another reason why we all depend on you so much. i wonder how many pairs of socks youv'e rocked??
::ponders::
itamar's a fun name to pronounce=P
<3<3
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(Anonymous)
2003-12-08 20:03
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i must say, i do rock quite the number of socks
wait. wait wait. wait
people depend on me?
since when
whatchoo talkin bout um...jen...iss....some thing
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