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| Current music: | Dave Matthews Band- Too High |
guess whos back
Hello!!
I know I have not updated since April but idk... I am making up for it.
A lot has happened in my life, and I do not even know where to begin. I tried to start a new journal using Xanga, but I think I might abandon it because as I re-read some of my old entries, I realized that a lot has happened in the past year and its all recorded here, and I don’t wanna let go of it. I have gone through two loves in this journal (Eric & Nick).
Nick and I are not together anymore. Everything is so fucked up at school. I do not think there is anything that I can really do to make things better, although I wish with all my mite. I wish I could just take control of everything, so everything will run smoothly and nothing could or would go wrong. idk what I plan to do with my summer. I was hopping to spend it with nick, but he’s no longer part of my life, or at least he really doesn't want to be :o<... he has no idea how much he is killing me, but whatever. His loss, right?
My sister just got home with pizza so I am going to go eat and try to forget how much I truly do love Nicholas.
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