Well, I'm not sure I ever thought I would say this but, today Nikkei and I are going up to his cabin in the woods. It's about three hours away near Stevens Pass. Some of the best times of my life have been had while staying at the cabin with Nikkei, and during the painful time that I was trying to get over him, thoughts of the cabin and how much I would miss it haunted me.
Now, here we are just a few months later headed back up there. I don't think either of us are sure where our relationship stands right now. The sleeping arrangements at the cabin have been a topic of awkward discussion. There are three bedrooms and several couches to sleep on, and I guess we'll probably sleep in separate rooms. Certainly I think we should sleep in separate beds. I'm not saying that this will be the way it is from now on. There may be a time when we are back together again. We definitely hint at its every time we are together and we openly discuss it at least once a week, or so it seems. But, I guess I'm not in a hurry right now. I don't need to know where things are going, I just want to enjoy them where they are.
And Nikkei's breakup with Hannah is still so recent. I don't think I want to have our "reunion" fall so closely on the heels of their relationship's demise. I don't have want him to cloud our time together -- especially if it's a romantic time -- with thoughts of being sad over the loss of his friendship with Hannah. Not that their friendship is completely over, or at least I don't think it is. Just the romance part of it. It's funny, everyone else saw that coming. Hannah has been a tried-and-true lesbian for such a long time. Well, maybe it's not entirely true, she's maintained a bisexual status at least in conversation and in her mind for as long as I've known her. But Jeff was the first guy she'd been with that I am aware of.
Anyway. I hope we have a good time. We're going to play video games and make yummy food and play board games and watch movies and boiled boy it's gotta be fun. Well I just read that last sentence that I certainly didn't mean to say boiled boy, but it is a cut of the funny expression. What I meant to say was boy oh boy. Also the season opener of crank yankers is tomorrow night and will watch that while we're at his cabin to plus it's going to be a magnificent winter wonderland up there. So, there will definitely be some snow playing as well. And hot toddies and fires.
So while there will be that much romance going on between Nikkei and I, at least not overtly, I will be having a wonderfully renewed romance with the cabin and with the beautiful winter woods it is nestled into.
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